What Do you Think?

Well, the lobster claw gets to live at least another month which means that I have to keep the splint on... I went to see the hand doctor toaday (I think that he's actually a plastic surgeon) I was waiting in the waiting room and there was a display 3 stories high. The first shellf, top shelf, was lips. Plastic lips. The 2nd had botox... (which is actually botulism toxin and called botox for short. Botulism is a deadly poison which causes paralysis. So if the question arose whether or not I would get botox injections, I would say NO!

Say a girl I know called Jane recently moved in with her boyfriend Joe and Joe wanted to have a party for The two guys who helped him move his belongings from one place to another + a girlfriend one of the guys. THE OTHER GUY IS MARRIED AND HAS THREE KIDS AND WE SHALL CALL HIM JACK.

So the party was going fine for a while then people started getting drunk. So... Jack was sitting next to Joe. Jack's friend we'll call John, and John's girlfriend we'll call Jill. Just because I want this to seem like a hypothetical situation with fictional characters.

So in this situation, Jane and Joe are dating. Joe wants to have a party. For John + Jill and Jack who helped John on Joe's moving day. Jane is trying to be social and Jack is coming onto Jane in an obvious way and kept looking at Joe to see if he would notice him checking out his girlfriend and making obvious gestures towards Jane.

Jane ignored him and they all left. Jack then threatened Jill and Joe saved Jill. And Joe called Jane to tell her about it. It's all messed up, isn't it?

Just tired of the whole: Meeting people you want to be able to trust but can't. That is life. I am related to people I want to be able to trust, but can't. It's messed up. I meet a lot of guys who I'd like to trust, but I can't. They seem always trustable at first, but show their true colors. Like a wolf in sheep's clothing. The thing I don't like about trying to trust people is the terrible diappointment when I realize that the person is not worthy of my trust... I know you will say: Only trust those worthy of my trust. I think it's more a case of trying to see the good in everyone... I'm not saying that I'm Jill or Jane. I just want to see what your thoughts are on that wtf situation.

Anyways I'm going to watch some more videos. Good Night.

Watching Videos

I've been putting around on the computer a lot lately, mostly watching videos on youtube. There's a series called Real Ghost Girl Caught on Tape. It's pretty freaky if you ask me. I saw all 3 of those Paranormal Activity movies. Paranormal things intrigue me, but they also frighten me. I think that I think too much about it. Maybe that isn't healthy.

I also watched some videos of teachers hitting students in class. There was this one where it was obviously in China, but this woman teacher kept slapping a girl, it kept going on like this... I couldn't understand what was being said because of the language barrier. There was another video about how a kid took an audio recorder to school with him because his teacher was berating him in class. He was only like 5 or 6 years old.

There's so much info online that it's impossible to see everything or read everything. I like finding new websites though.

I also saw a really moving video of a guy going after his mother's killer in the courtroom.

I like watching videos because I get to see something that really happened from someone else's eyes.