How Big?

He got mad because I WOULDN'T CHASE HIM.
I DIDN'T. 

BUT... HIS EGO GOT SO BIG....
HE THOUGHT I WOULD!

THOUGHT I'D JUMP AT THE CHANCE TO "RECONNECT"!

AFTER HE DISCARDED ME.

HE THOUGHT I WOULD BE AN OPTION.
SITTING HERE WAITING FOR 12 YEARS?

BECAUSE HIS OPTIONS DRIED UP!

I'm not "wrong" about the facts!

HE GOT MAD BECAUSE I WOULDN'T JUMP AT THE CHANCE!
BECAUSE I REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS LIKE!

HE WAS HOPING I FORGOT! I DIDN'T!

And when I was talking about ACCOUNTABILITY....
AND HOW HE SHOULDN'T HAVE TREATED ME LIKE THAT....
AND CHOSE TO DO IT....

WHAT DID HE DO? RAN AWAY!!!!!! NOT SURPRISED!!!!!

BECAUSE HE WASN'T GETTING ANYTHING FROM ME!
HE WASN'T GETTING "RECONNECTION"
OR WHATEVER IT WAS HE WANTED!

HE WAS GETTING MY TRUST BACK!
I DIDN'T SEE HIM THE SAME!

AND YES, HE WAS BEING ARROGANT!

TURN OFF!

SO RUN AWAY FROM ACCOUNTABILITY AGAIN....
BUT KEEP RUNNING THIS TIME. OKAY?

AWAY FROM ME.

EXCUSES AND BS ARE NOT MY THING.

BUT... ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT A DUDE....
IS HOW THEY ACT WHEN THEY DON'T GET WHAT THEY WANT!

HOW DID I ACT?
DID I CALL HIM TOXIC?
EVEN THOUGH HE WAS BEING TOXIC?

OR... DID I CALL HIM OUT ON HIS BS?
AND.... HE DIDN'T LIKE IT!

WELL.... I DIDN'T LIKE THE BS!

AND HE WOULDN'T LIKE IT COMING FROM ME!
THAT IS THE TRUTH!

HE WOULDN'T!

HE KNOWS HE WOULDN'T! 

IF EVERY "RETORT" WAS "YOU'RE TOXIC!"
AND "BLOCK!" DISCARD.
YES. THAT IS GHOSTING AND DISCARDING.
THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT IT IS.

SO I MOVED ON, WAS DOING FINE....

HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO "COME CORRECT"
SO HE SHOULD JUST FK OFF. 

WHAT DID HE DO IMMEDIATELY AFTER BEING CALLED OUT
FOR DISCARDING ME?

DID IT AGAIN!

WITH THE SAME BS "EXCUSE"! 
"I'LL TRY TO TRIGGER HER AGAIN ON THE WAY OUT."

DO I NEED AN EXCUSE? ANY EXCUSES?
OR DID I NEED ACCOUNTABILITY?

HMMM? 

HE COULD JUST.... SEE HIMSELF OUT.
WITHOUT ANY EXCUSE. RIGHT?

JUST THAT?

DIDN'T DESERVE IT THE FIRST TIME.
STILL DON'T.

NOT FOR TELLING THE TRUTH.
NOT FOR NOT WANTING "RECONNECTION"
WITH SOMEONE WHO DIDN'T REGRET ANYTHING...
HADN'T CHANGED... SAME SH*T...
NOT TRUSTING THEM TO FKN JUST BE DECENT.
LIKE I THOUGHT THEY'D BE...
NOT SEEING THEM THE WAY I USED TO...

WHY WOULD I AFTER THAT?

BLOCKING SOMEONE FOR 12 FKN YEARS...
AND TRYING TO COME BACK LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED...
IS TOXIC AF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DISCARDED ME! GHOSTED ME!
WANTED ME TO COME BACK FROM THE DEAD!

AND WHEN I DIDN'T WANT TO?
BECAUSE OF HOW I WAS BEING TREATED?

LOOK HOW HE TREATED ME AGAIN!

WHAT DOES THAT SAY???!!!

BECAUSE I CHANGED?
BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO RECONNECT 12 YEARS 
AFTER BEING INSULTED AND DISCARDED?

GEE, WHY NOT?
BECAUSE IT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN AGAIN?

WOULDN'T MEET ME HALFWAY?

WELL... OKAY. I CAN HAVE MORE THAN THAT.
BECAUSE I DESERVE MORE THAN THAT.
AND I CAN HAVE IT.

HE WAS MAD BECAUSE I DIDN'T CHASE HIM.

OR ACT OUT LIKE HE WAS EXPECTING ME TO...
LIKE A "CRAZY TOXIC" PERSON OR WHATEVER ELSE.

I DIDN'T PROVE HIS "IDEA" ABOUT ME.
HE CAN HAVE EVERYTHING "GREENER AND BETTER."

HE CREATED THE DISTANCE; I ACCEPTED IT.
HE GOT MAD.

OH WELL.

WHAT DID HE WANT?

A MARRIAGE PROPOSAL? 
AN EGO BOOST?

OR DOESN'T WANT TO SEE ME WITH SOMEONE ELSE?
SOMEONE WHO KNOWS I'M NOT ACTUALLY TOXIC?
FOR REQUIRING FAIRNESS?

He can have what he chose and when I told him...
THAT HE CHOSE 12 YEARS AGO....
I BECAME TOXIC ALL OVER AGAIN....
RIGHT?

FOR TELLING THE TRUTH?

WHAT DID HE WANT? A LIE?