81 Million

I've been contacted by guys a lot on social media lately. 
More than usual. 

I told my neighbor this, and he said that it's because it's spring. 
And these dudes are "rutting."

Gross. 

CAN YOU TREAT A FEMALE LIKE A PERSON?
NOT A POTENTIAL FLING?

BTW, THE 62 MILLION VIEWS IN FEBRUARY....
ROSE TO 81 MILLION VIEWS IN MARCH.

AND SOME DUDE SAID TO ME....
30% OF THOSE VIEWS ARE WOMEN..... 

MAYBE WOMEN WANT TO AVOID BEING R@PED!
SO THEY WANT TO SEE WHAT THESE "MEN"
ARE "TEACHING" EACH OTHER!

WHAT'S 30% OF 81 MILLION?! 
NOT 40 MILLION.... LESS THAN 40 MILLION....

THINK ABOUT THAT. 
WHY SHOULD WOMEN WANT TO BE INFORMED
ON HOW THESE FKRS ARE DRUGGING AND R@PING?
TO AVOID THE BS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOT TO BECOME A VICTIM IN A FKN VIDEO!

When I meet a guy, and he asks me if I'm single....
I HAVE TO SET BOUNDARIES RIGHT AWAY!

TO SEE WHO WILL RESPECT MY BOUNDARIES!
TO SEE WHO WILL RESPECT ME AS A PERSON!

IF THEY AREN'T OKAY WITH BEING FRIENDS ONLY, 
I'M NOT AVAILABLE TO "HANG OUT" WITH THEM. 

Disappointed

I knew a guy who's fkd in the head.
He literally argued with me about that fkn r@pe academy...
BECAUSE HE SAID IT WAS ONLY A P0RN SITE, 
SAID IT WAS ONLY 1,000 GUYS ON THERE, 
NOT 62 MILLION....

THERE WERE 62 MILLION FKN VIEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DON'T GAF IF IT WAS 1,000 GUYS OR 62 MILLION GUYS.... 
THAT ISN'T THE FKN POINT!

HE WANTED TO ARGUE NUMBERS!!!!!!!!!!
AND WANTED TO MANSPLAIN THAT SH*T TO ME!

AND BECAUSE I WASN'T AGREEING WITH HIS BS, 
HE GOT MAD AND BLOCKED ME. 

EVEN AFTER I WAS GOING TO HELP HIM...

BECAUSE HE BUILT A SYSTEM THING
THAT I WAS GOING TO PRESENT TO INVESTORS, 
FOR HIM. 

BUT WHY DO THAT FOR SOMEONE
WHO WOULDN'T FKN LISTEN!!!!??????????????

SHOULD I CARE ABOUT FKN NUMBERS?????????!!!!!!!!
THE NUMBERS AREN'T THE FKN POINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THAT'S THE POINT I WAS TRYING TO MAKE!!!!!!!!!
BUT HE WAS LITERALLY CALLING THE FACTS.... 
ANTI-MEN PROPOGANDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A REASON TO HATE MEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I SAID IT'S A REASON TO HATE R@PE CULTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND ONE OF HIS FKN FRIENDS CHIMED IN.....
NEVER EVEN FKN SAID SH*T TO THAT GUY... 

BUT HE FELT THE NEED TO MANSPLAIN TO ME.... TOO.
TELLING ME I SHOULD BE THANKFUL THAT IT'S 1%, 
AND THAT I'M 99% SAFE....!!!!

BECAUSE IF THE 99% WANTED TO "OVERPOWER" ME, 
THEY COULD IF THEY WANTED TO ETC... 

IT'S MORE LIKE 1 IN 10, NOT 1 IN 100 BTW....

Just last Thursday night, there was a creep at my door!!!!!!!!!!
Knocking multiple times! Listening at my door!

I watched him through the door!
He wanted me to open the door!

I wasn't going to open the door! Why would I?
Never seen the guy before. 

And he fkn said: "I LIKE IT LOUD, SLOPPY, AND WET!"
WTF???????????!!!!!!!!

I TOLD HIM TO FK OFF!
OR I WOULD CALL THE COPS!

I DID CALL SECURITY TO REPORT HIM. 
SOMEONE ELSE DID, TOO. 

I WASN'T THE ONLY ONE HE WAS S3XU@LLY HARASSING!

BUT HOW DID HE KNOW A FEMALE LIVES HERE?

HAS HE BEEN WATCHING ME?

IT'S REALLY CREEPY!!!!!!!!!!

But I'm disappointed that the dude who blocked me
CAN'T WRAP HIS MIND AROUND:
THE FKN NUMBERS DON'T FKN MATTER!

TO HIM, DUDES WERE BEING MISREPRESENTED!
THAT WAS HIS "ISSUE."

NOT THAT THERE WERE PREDATORS FKN PREYING
ON THEIR PARTNERS AND TEACHING EACH OTHER
HOW TO DO IT FFS.

AND TO HIM, IT WAS ALL JUST "PROPAGANDA"
TO "HATE MEN."

AND TO DRIVE A WEDGE BETWEEN PEOPLE!

THAT'S HOW HE FKN LOOKED AT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND ANYONE SAYING ANYTHING ABOUT IT
ARE SUPPOSEDLY FEMINISTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FEMINISTS WHO "HATE MEN!"

SO TELLING HIM THAT FACTS AREN'T PROPAGANDA
GOT ME BLOCKED LOL!

OKAY..... GOOD LUCK MARKETING YOUR SYSTEM!
I WON'T BE HELPING YOU WITH THAT!

HE'S HAD YEARS TO FIND A BUSINESS PARTNER!

HIS FORMER BUSINESS PARTNER LEFT HIM HANGING!

BUT MAYBE HE'S NOT TELLING THE WHOLE STORY!

MAYBE HE'S BEEN NASTY TO THE FAMILY
WHO DON'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH HIM ANYMORE!

HE SAYS HIS OWN MOTHER "HATES" HIM
BECAUSE HE DOESN'T "AGREE" WITH "ANTI-MEN PROPAGANDA...."

IF IT WERE FEMALE PREDATORS DRUGGING AND CASTERATING
MALES.... THEY WOULDN'T BE CALLING IT ANTI-WOMEN
"PROPAGANDA."
THEY'D BE CALLING IT "FACTS."

He literally ARGUED WITH ME....
TOLD ME I NEEDED TO HAVE RESPECT!!!!!!!!!!!!
FOR HIS POINT OF VIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TOOK HIS HATE OUT ON ME FOR THE "FEMINISTS"
LIKE I'M A FKN FEMINIST FOR SAYING ANYTHING ABOUT IT!
AS A FEMALE!

AND WHAT P*SSED HIM OFF WAS TELLING HIM THE TRUTH!
THAT HE'S NOT A FEMALE AND DOESN'T UNDERSTAND
WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE ONE!

I WAS LITERALLY AT HOME BY MYSELF
WHEN SOME CREEP CAME TO MY DOOR FFS!

I GAVE IT AS AN EXAMPLE OF BS I HAVE TO FKN ENDURE
AS A FEMALE FFS!

IF HE HAD TO LIVE IN MY SHOES......
HE'D HAVE SOMETHING TO FKN SAY ABOUT IT TOO!

BUT TO BLOCK ME BECAUSE HE DOESN'T WANT TO ARGUE?
FOR SOMEONE WHO DIDN'T WANT TO ARGUE, 
HE FKN ARGUED WITH ME ALL FKN NIGHT
ABOUT FKN SEMANTICS FFS!

DO SEMANTICS MATTER MORE THAN THE ACTUAL ISSUE????!!!!
TO HIM THEY FKN DO!

MORE THAN OUR "FRIENDSHIP" TOO!
SO HE CAN GO FK HIMSELF!
SIDEWAYS WITH A SURFBOARD!

HE MADE IT CLEAR TO ME WHERE HE STANDS!
SO HE CAN FK RIGHT OFF!

NOBODY WILL HELP HIM WITH HIS SH*T NOW.
YOU ACT LIKE THAT AND TREAT YOUR "FRIENDS" LIKE THAT...
WHO WILL WANT TO BE YOUR "FRIEND"?

WHO WILL WANT TO SUPPORT YOU?

YOU CAN'T SUPPORT WOMEN!
YOU CALL THEM ALL MEN-HATING FEMINISTS!

HIS VIEW OF WOMEN IS FKD!
SO WHY WOULD HE SUPPORT ANY?

WHY NOT JUST MAKE IT ALL ABOUT
HIS FKD VIEWS AND HIMSELF?

NOT ABOUT THE WOMEN WHO CAN'T TRUST MEN NOW!
BECAUSE THE GUY THEY MARRIED
DRUGGED AND R@PED THEM ON VIDEO!
FOR OTHER MEN TO WATCH FFS!

HOW WOULD MEN LIKE THAT SH*T DONE TO THEM?
THEY WOULDN'T!

SO WHY WOULD WOMEN LIKE THAT?!
WE OBVIOUSLY ARE FKN DISGUSTED!
AND ANGRY!

NOT JUST DISAPPOINTED.
THIS GOES SO MUCH DEEPER THAN DISAPPOINTMENT!

For Pretend (Part 3)

It bugs me. It really bugs me. 
HOW SOME PEOPLE SEEM TO WANT TO ACT TOWARD ME.
EVEN THOUGH I WOULDN'T DO THAT TO THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's natural to think:
"All I have to be is nice and kind to them...."
FOR THEM TO BE KIND TO ME.

BUT IT DOESN'T ALWAYS WORK LIKE THAT.

SOME PEOPLE AREN'T WIRED TO BE CONSIDERATE.
SOME PEOPLE ARE TAKERS, NOT GIVERS.
SOME PEOPLE DON'T NOTICE OR VALUE EFFORT.
SOME PEOPLE ONLY RESPOND WHEN IT BENEFITS THEM.

I WAS TOLD THIS: "YOUR INSTINCT ABOUT HOW
PEOPLE SHOULD TREAT EACH OTHER... IS RIGHT."

AND THIS: "YOU'VE BEEN DEALING WITH PEOPLE
WHO DON'T LIVE UP TO THAT."

BUT WHAT BUGS ME IS SEEING THEM TREAT EVERYONE ELSE
THE WAY THEY COULD HAVE TREATED ME, TOO.
HAD THEY WANTED TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAD THEY JUST WANTED TO DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THEY COULD HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF THEY WANTED TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FOR ME TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT THEY DIDN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And someone was trying to tell me:
"It feels like rejection...."

MAYBE TO SOME IT MIGHT......
I'M JUST REALLY DISAPPOINTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IF YOU DON'T "NEED" THEM...
THEY WANT TO "HURT" YOU FOR THAT?????????????
ARE YOU KIDDING ME???????????????

For Pretend? (Part 2)

Lying about me doesn't change any TRUTH ABOUT LIARS.
THEY MIGHT THINK IT DOES, 
BUT THEIR TRUTH
IS THEIR TRUTH.
THE TRUTH.

Pushed aside because of what?
BECAUSE YOU ASSUMED SOMETHING ABOUT ME?

Treated like an option because of what?
BECAUSE YOU ASSUMED SOMETHING ABOUT ME?

AND? Were they right about me?
ABOUT THEIR ASSUMPTIONS?

WERE THEY? OR NOT?

SO WHEN SOMEONE IS PROJECTING "NICE GUY...."
TO EVERYONE, EVERYWHERE....
AND THEY HAVE A MOB MENTALITY.... 

BUT DISMISSING AND IGNORING SOMEONE....
AS SOMEONE WHO NEEDS ATTENTION ALL THE TIME....
THAT WOULD BREAK THEM.
BEING IGNORED AND DISMISSED THE WAY THEY DO TO ME.

IS THAT WHY THEY DO THAT CRAP?

TO ACT LIKE THAT?

So I don't go... TRYING TO TALK TO THEM ANYMORE!
I DON'T GO TRYING TO CHASE THEM!
I DON'T GO TRYING TO BEG ANYONE!

WHY WOULD I DO IT?
JUST BECAUSE THEY WANT ME TO?????????

TO BEG FOR A CONVERSATION????????????????

AND THEN CREATE A WITCH HUNT? ON ME?

SAY WHATEVER YOU WANT ABOUT ME!
FOR NOT NEEDING YOU!
OR ANYONE!