Expected A Reply

I didn't OWE her a REPLY
TO HER HARASSMENT. 

SHE TRIED TO MAKE IT "SEEM"
LIKE SHE WAS "ONLY"
ASKING ME HOW I'M DOING....

AFTER MONTHS....

I KNOW SHE WAS ASKING BECAUSE SHE WANTED SOMETHING. 
SHE PROBABLY WANTED ME TO TEACH HER CROCHET AGAIN.
OR SOMETHING ELSE FROM ME. 

PEOPLE DON'T CONTACT ME
JUST TO ASK HOW I AM DOING. 

NOT EVEN MY OWN FAMILY.

I FKN HATE THAT SH*T. 
FKN DOING SOMETHING WITH AN AGENDA.... 

SHE ONLY "CARED" ABOUT WHAT SHE WANTED FROM ME.
AND GETTING IT. 

THAT'S WHY SHE GOT MAD, THAT MAD. 

FK OFF WITH YOUR ENTITLEMENT & EGO.
WHEN DID I START OWING EVERYTHING TO EVERYONE?
WHEN?????????????

I'D LIKE TO KNOW THAT. 
JUST THAT.

WHY DO SOME PEOPLE THINK IT STARTS
AS SOON AS WE MEET EACH OTHER..... 

NO. I ONLY "HEAR" FROM MOST PEOPLE...
IF THEY WANT SOMETHING FROM ME. 
THAT'S IT. 

NOT TO ASK ME: "HOW ARE YOU?"
WHY DO YOU WANT TO KNOW?
SO YOU CAN ASK ME SOMETHING ELSE?

GET TO THE POINT! OR P*SS OFF!
WHY WASTE MY TIME?

GO WASTE SOMEONE ELSE'S TIME!

WHY DO I KEEP TO MYSELF MOSTLY?
BECAUSE EVERYONE WANTS TO DO WITH THEIR TIME
WHAT THEY WANT TO DO WITH IT. 

INCLUDING ME. 

WHY WOULD ANYONE WANT ME TO WASTE THEIR TIME?

BUT YOU CAN'T HAVE A "FALLING OUT" WITH ME, 
THEN POP UP MONTHS LATER LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED. 
NO "SORRY I TREATED YOU LIKE XYZ..." NOTHING... 

NO FKN ACKNOWLEDGEMENT ABOUT THEIR ACTIONS.
THEIR BEHAVIOR TOWARD ME, AND THEIR CHOICES. 

NOTHING....

AND EXPECT TO "CONTINUE" KNOWING ME?

NO. I DON'T WANT TO KNOW ANYONE
WHO CAN'T FKN ACKNOWLEDGE ME OR ANYTHING THEY DO.

AND I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT ACKNOWLEDGING ME:
"HOW ARE YOU?"

ACKNOWLEDGING ME AS IN:
"HOW I TREATED YOU WASN'T RIGHT OR FAIR."

WHY? BECAUSE "YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TREATED ME LIKE THAT."
EXACTLY.

SOMETHING I WANT ACKNOWLEDGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT NOPE....
NOTHING. 

NOTHING BUT BARE MIN, IF THAT.
AND EXPECTING TO GET WHATEVER IT WAS THEY WANTED. 

DOESN'T WORK LIKE THAT.

DO I GET WHAT I WANT? HARDLY FKN EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IS IT FAIR WHEN I HAVE TO DEAL WITH ENTITLED TWATS?
WHO ARE USED TO GETTING EVERYTHING THEY WANT?
ALL THE FKN TIME?

WHILE GETTING FKN NOTHING????????????????

IT'S FKN NOT!

SO THEY CAN P*SS RIGHT OFF!