I Swear!

I'm fkn tired!!!!!!!!!! Okay?
Of being fkn EXPECTED to do/be/have xyz.......

WHEN I GET FKN CRUMBS
OF WHAT I FKN DESERVE.

IT SHOULD NOT BE A FKN FIGHT
FOR BASIC FKN RESPECT.

AND I WON'T BEG FOR IT.
SHOULD I MAKE OTHERS BEG FOR IT FROM ME?
NO?

THEN WHY SHOULD I?

Things like courtesy, consideration, respect.... 

CLASS FFS!
FKN CLASS!

Wouldn't it be disappointing coming from me?
Then how is it not disappointing to me, COMING FROM THEM?

SHOULD IT TAKE PISSING ME OFF?

SINCE THEY CAN'T PUT THEMSELVES IN MY SHOES?

FOR EVEN ONE FKN DAY?
FOR ONE FKN INSTANCE?

AT ALL?

THEY WANT THE EMPATHY FROM ME!
WHERE IS MINE?

THEY WANT UNDERSTANDING FROM ME!
WHERE IS MINE?

THEY WANT RESPECT FROM ME!
WHERE IS MINE?

Would they want excuses from me after the fact?

OR WOULD THEY WANT ME TO SHOW UP?

My bro has been storing his stuff at my place
because he has nowhere else to put it.

So I said, "okay."

He wanted to come over to cut the mattress
to fit his shed thing he's building. 

BUT HE LEFT ME HANGING, WAITING, ALL DAY.
HE CONTACTED ME AT 10PM
"SORRY I DIDN'T TEXT U."

HE INTENTIONALLY DIDN'T.
BECAUSE HE FKN CHOSE NOT TO. 
NOT TO TELL ME HE WASN'T COMING. 

MADE ME WAIT INSTEAD.
I FKN HATE THAT SH*T.

AND THEN FKN: "SORRY I DIDN'T DO
THE THING I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO
THAT YOU EXPECTED ME TO DO
BECAUSE I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO IT
AND IF I RESPECTED YOU, 
I WOULD HAVE JUST FKN DONE IT."

RIGHT?

AFTER ALREADY KNOWING
THEY WOULD NOT WANT ME
TO TREAT THEM LIKE THAT.

SO WHY DO IT TO ME?

JUST TO SEE HOW MUCH SH*T I CAN TAKE?
BEFORE I GET P*SSED OFF ABOUT IT?

AND WHEN I GET P*SSED OFF ABOUT IT, 
YOU WANT TO TURN IT AROUND ON ME AGAIN?

LIKE I'M NOT BEING FKN TOLERANT ENOUGH?

FK OFF!

"YOU'RE NOT LETTING ME DISRESPECT YOU!"

NOT ANYMORE!

GET MAD ABOUT IT!

YOU WANT ME TO DISRESPECT YOU?
AND THEN GET MAD AT YOU THAT I DID THAT TO YOU?

IT DOESN'T WORK LIKE THAT!

DON'T DEFLECT YOUR SH*T ONTO ME!
I ALREADY TOLERATED WAY TOO MUCH FROM WAY TOO MANY!

YOU CAN'T EXPECT ME TO TOLERATE IT
JUST BECAUSE IT'S CONVENIENT FOR YOU!

FK OFF WITH THAT SH*T!