Siblings

I had my brother over for a few days 
because he's been staying with our folks
and wanted a break. 

That was fine. 
I offered that to him. 
Because I know what they are like. Often. 

So he had to go do something for our mom, 
and spent the night over there. 

I had sh*t to do today. 
So I went to go do it.... 

And when I was outside, doing my stuff... 
I get texts from my brother... 

"I'm done my stuff... Let me know when you're back
to let me and C back in (his dog). 

I told him I made plans to meet my friend for a bit
and wouldn't be back until later. 

So he wanted to know what time because he said
our mom was asking. 

So I said like later tonight. 
Because I wanted to go out. 
Been a while... 
Didn't even go out on my birthday... 

So I told him like 9pm or 10pm... 

Then he was like "let me know when you're back..."

Then I procceeded to do my stuff... 

I got downtown and was going to text my friend
to see where to meet up etc, 
to see he sent a message saying he was too tired etc
so he wasn't going to go out today... 

And my brother texted me again... 
Any way you can get back sooner than that?
Get your friend to meet you at your place?

Excuse me?

YOU ASKED ME WHEN. I TOLD YOU WHEN. 

SO I TOLD HIM SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO DO
MY STUFF TOO.

NOT BE EXPECTED TO CHANGE MY PLANS
BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT ME
TO JUST HAVE TIME TO MYSELF
AND WANT TO BE FKN SELFISH. 

SO I GOT BACK HERE AND NOT LONG AFTER
I STARTED WRITING THIS, 
I GET A KNOCK AT THE DOOR. 

MY BROTHER. 

I WAS GOING TO MAKE HIM WAIT, 
A FEW HOURS. 
TO HAVE TIME TO MYSELF FFS. 

TO THINK, TO WRITE, 
TO JUST FKN GO OUT. 

But what pissed me off
WAS: CAN I NOT HAVE ANY FKN TIME TO MYSELF?

YOU EXPECT ME TO BE AROUND. 
BECAUSE I HAVE SOMETHING YOU WANT. 
A PLACE TO STAY
TO HAVE A BREAK FROM THEM. 

HE STAYED FOR 3 FKN DAYS!
AND THE MOMENT I WANT TIME
TO MYSELF?

Just bugged me he was tryng to get me to change my plans
when I hardly ever even have any plans
THAT DON'T GET CANCELLED ANYWAY...