Don't Expect Too Much!!!!

My brother has the audacity to say:
"Mind turning it down?" About my audio...
While crashing at my place, for days... 

Like if I was crashing at his place, 
for days, 
would I have a right to ask him to turn his audio down?

AFTER KEEPING ME AWAKE?
FOR DAYS?

HIS AUDIO IS ON RIGHT NOW.
I HAVEN'T ASKED HIM TO TURN HIS DOWN, 
OR USE HIS HEADPHONES, 
OR TURN IT OFF... 

I HAVEN'T ASKED HIM SH*T. 
AND HE WANTS TO ASK ME?!
IN MY HOUSE?
DA FUQ?

He literally has woken me up, 
kept me awake, 
expected me to be awake late
to let him in when he went out the other night... 

And if I ask him to go back to my folks
BEFORE HE'S READY TO OR WANTS TO
HE WILL GET ALL P*SSY ABOUT IT. 

BECAUSE HE WANTED TO RUSH BACK
THAT DAY I HAD PLANS. 

IF HE WANTED TO BE AT MY FOLKS, 
HE WOULDN'T HAVE COME HERE. 

HE DIDN'T WANT TO COME HERE, 
TO BE HERE. 

HE CAME HERE TO BE AWAY FROM THERE. 

OR HE WOULD BE THERE!

AND IT IS NOT MY FAULT HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE THERE!
AND I AM NOT MY BROTHER'S KEEPER!
AND I ALREADY GAVE HIM THE BREAK HE WANTED. 

NOW I NEED A FKN BREAK. 

FROM FKN EVERYONE. 

BUT ESPECIALLY PEOPLE WHO WANT TO FKN USE ME. 

IT REALLY FKN BUGS ME. 

Tomorrow I have to have a talk with him. 
Maybe give him a couple more days, but that's it. 

I'M NOT A FKN HOTEL, FOR ONE. 

FOR TWO, I FKN LIVE HERE. 
HE FKN DOESN'T. 
SO HE DOESN'T GET TO ASK ME SH*T. 

FKN ACTING LIKE HE DOES, 
OR TRYING TO, 

IS PART OF WHY I DON'T WANT HIM TO.

I LIVED WITH HIM BEFORE. 

Why do you think I don't want to live with anyone?
Because of the way people fkn treat me?

WHEN THEY WANT SOMETHING FROM ME... 
AND IT'S ONLY BECAUSE I HAVE SOMETHING THEY WANT. 
ANOTHER PLACE TO BE, AN ESCAPE. 

I DON'T FKN OWE THEM FKN ANYTHING!
DO I OWE EVERYONE WHATEVER TF THEY WANT?
FK NO!

SO WHY DO SOME PEOPLE STILL THINKING
THAT I FKN DO!

I DON'T!

But the talk will trigger his fkn attitude.
And if he gives me fkn attitude he can fkn go.

I don't need that sh*t. Never needed it. 

BUT DOES HAVING ANYTHING ANYONE WANTS
STOP THEM FROM TAKING ME FOR GRANTED?
WHAT IF I WASN'T AROUND TO USE ANYMORE?
TO GET ANYTHING FROM?

WHAT IF I TOLD EVERYONE TO FK RIGHT OFF?

WHAT? YOU WANT ME TO TURN MY AUDIO DOWN, 
WITH YOURS STILL PLAYING?

DON'T YOU HAVE HEADPHONES YOU CAN USE?
IF YOU WANTED TO?
BUT YOU'RE TOO LAZY TO GET THEM?
SO I HAVE TO DO WHAT YOU WANT?
TO APPEASE YOU?
BECAUSE YOU'RE BEING SELFISH AGAIN?

Sure, I could use my headphones, too, 
AND I USUALLY DO, 
IN MY OWN HOME FFS. 

NOT TO "DISTURB" MY BROTHER WHEN HE IS SLEEPING, 
AT MY FKN HOME... !!!

LIKE IN THE MORNINGS, I'M PRETTY QUIET. 
TO LET HIM SLEEP.

AND HE SLEEPS DURING THE DAY, TOO!

I HAVE NOT RECORDED A VIDEO IN A WHILE, 
BECAUSE HE'D BE SNORING XYZ... 

BUT HAVE I EVER SAID:
"MIND NOT XYZ?" 

"MIND GOING OUT FOR THE DAY
SO I CAN HAVE THE DAY TO MYSELF TO RECORD?"

"INSTEAD OF CRASHING OUT
IN MY LIVING ROOM, LIKE YOU LIVE HERE?"

BECAUSE: YOU DON'T!
YOU'RE A GUEST HERE!
NOT A RESIDENT!

IF I AM A GUEST ANYWHERE, 
DO I HAVE A RIGHT TO ASK THEM 
TO FKN DO ANYTHING?
IN THEIR OWN HOME?

EXTRA FOR ME?
WHEN I DON'T FKN HAVE TO?
ONLY BECAUSE I'D BE BEING SELFISH?
FOR WANTING WHAT I WANTED FROM THEM?

AND DO I HAVE A RIGHT TO HAVE WHAT I WANT?
JUST FOR FKN WANTING IT?
FK NO!

SO WHY DO PEOPLE TRY TO TREAT ME
LIKE THEY HAVE EVERY FKN RIGHT
TO EVERYTHING THEY WANT FROM ME?

ALL THE FKN TIME?

They have zero right to ask me for fk all. 

WHAT DO I ASK THEM FOR?
ANYTHING?

AND THE VERY FKN LITTLE I WANT... 
TO LISTEN TO WHAT I WANT TO... 
IN MY HOME... 

HIS AUDIO IS ON.
HE'S BEEN USING MY TV!

Y'KNOW? ALL THE THINGS I FKN DO FOR EVERYONE
AND THEY ALWAYS STILL FKN WANT MORE!

LIKE AFTER MONDAY, I JUST WANT TO BE ON MY OWN. 
IT'LL BE LIKE A WEEK TOMORROW PRETTY SURE. 

OF BEING HERE AND BEING EXPECTED TO BE HERE
TO LET HIM IN OR BE HERE WITH HIM. 
OF NOT HAVING TIME TO MYSELF. 

I LOVE MY BROTHER, BUT I NEED MY OWN SPACE. 

I CAN TAKE PEOPLE IN DOSES, BUT TOO MUCH IS TOO MUCH. 
AND IT'S TOO MUCH
WHEN THEY EXPECT TOO MUCH FROM ME. 

I DON'T LIKE IT!
I HATE IT!

IT MAKES ME WANT TO TELL EVERYONE TO JUST FK OFF!|
LIKE ALL THE WAY OFF!