Truth Can Trigger

Some people get triggered by the truth.
IT BUGS THEM HEARING IT FROM ME. 
EVEN ABOUT ME. 

And it took me years to figure out WHY IT BUGS THEM
SO DAMN MUCH.

Because hearing the truth from me
sometimes says that what I was saying was RIGHT.
AND THUS I AM RIGHT.

THAT I HAD A POINT OR MORE THAN ONE POINT. 
THAT I SAW LONG BEFORE THEY DID. 

Seeing before they did means that I can see. 
MEANS THEY COULD HAVE LISTENED
WHEN I WAS TELLING THEM SOMETHING. 
ANYTHING. 

COULD HAVE RESPECTED ME. 

But seeing means knowing things others don't know. 
It doesn't make people who can see "smarter"
BUT IT GIVES THEM AN ADVANTAGE. 

OVER PEOPLE WHO REFUSE TO SEE.

PEOPLE DO NOT LIKE IT WHEN YOU HAVE
AN ADVANTAGE OVER THEM.

NOT ONLY DO THEY NOT LIKE IT, 
THEY DON'T LIKE HOW IT FEELS, TO THEM, 
OR WHAT THEY THINK ABOUT THEMSELVES
FOR NOT HAVING THAT SAME ADVANTAGE. 

Let's put it this way:
CAN YOU SEE SOMETHING FOR THEM?
CAN YOU UNDERSTAND SOMETHING FOR THEM?
CAN YOU KNOW SOMETHING FOR THEM?

YOU CAN'T. NEITHER CAN I.
SO THEY CAN'T GET MAD AT ME.
BECAUSE I FKN CAN'T DO IT FOR THEM. 

I used to think:
If I try harder, they'll see what I'm saying. 
They'll see why I'm saying it. 
They'll GET THE POINT... 

AND WHEN THEY GET THE POINT, 
THEY'LL SEE, KNOW, UNDERSTAND... 

THEN ALL THE BS WILL STOP. 

BUT I WASTED YEARS THINKING THAT. 

"DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY HAVE UNTIL IT'S GONE."
IS THE STORY OF MY LIFE. 
WHEN I COULD HAVE JUST BEEN VALUED
WHEN I WAS THERE. I WASN'T. 

Anyway, just tired of that sh*t. 
AND DEFINITELY WASN'T EXPECTING THAT SH*T. 
BUT IT SEEMS THAT I CANNOT EXPECT
MATURITY AND RESPECT. 

WISH I COULD!
BUT WISHING DOESN'T MAKE IT SO!

Just want to recover from being treated badly.