Too Early

Been sleeping in spurts. 
Thankfully, I am awake right now.
My neighbor upstairs... Whom I have not met yet...
Thinks it's cool to play electric guitar
with an amp at 7:15 am... 
7:15pm is different. Most people are awake.

This is why I sleep with background noise. 
So that I wake up to what I went to sleep listening to.

My YouTube channel is starting to get there... 

I'm getting more views, now. 

It's all AI, so I'm getting "critics."
Most of my videos have at least a few dislikes. 
Most dislikes I got on one video is 6.

Someone said that it is okay to get dislikes, 
because it means that it got the views that = dislikes, 
and they had a reaction to it. 
Reactions count. 

A lot are so meh that they don't even get any reactions.

So I have some haters already. Which is fine. 
I want to make some videos making fun of my haters lol. 

Whatever. Can't be "loved" by everyone. 
Some people don't have a sense of humor at all. 
Which isn't my fault and not AI's fault. 

But whatever... I got almost 4k views in 48 hours. 
I also was stuck on 4 subscribers for a while, 
but now I'm up to 9 subscribers. 

I lost a whole day. 
I woke up around 6pm thinking it was 6am... 
Maybe the neighbor really was playing it at 7:15pm, not am... 
This sh*t where it gets dark early has me fkd up.
That and being really tired all the time... 

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Experimenting with YouTube's been alright. 
Some people really hate AI
so I always get dislikes on my videos
just because it's AI. 

It just something to play with. 
Not expecting it to go "anywhere."
I almost got 5k views in 48 hours. 
A record for me. 

Too early to tell how it's going to go. 
Haven't been posting for a full month, yet. 

Also, I can't expect everyone to even "get" my jokes lol. 
If they don't, they don't. It's okay. 

I made a joke aboout "putting your cart back"
after you load up your groceries... 

Someone was like: "What is this? AI cart narcs?"

The joke was that while he was putting his cart back, 
he left his door open
and a dog got into the back of his car... 

I'm having to make other ones to try to explain my jokes. 
Some people literally have no sense of humor. 

And if something isn't "in your face" and you have to "think"
about what's funny about it... 
Most people aren't going to get it. 

Which is okay. I'm not "mad" that they don't. 
Because the people who will "get it" get it.
That's all that matters. 

And that I'm testing stuff out. 
Can't know for sure unless I test it, right?
Unless I try stuff out. 
So why not? Am I hurting anyone?

Something to work on, though. 
Something that is mine. 

Probably won't go anywhere... 
Not expecting it to. 

10 subscribers in 2.5 weeks isn't so bad. 
Could be worse. 
Could still be stuck on 4... 
Was stuck on 4 for a while... 

Anyway, just something to work on... 
Among my other things... 

Trying to get my mind off other stuff...
Just not a lot to write about because my life's not
all that exciting lately... 

Just been mostly tired and working on this stuff.