I'm More Than OKAY

What doesn't bug me is being alone. It doesn't.
It used to. 

I'd rather be alone than taken for granted... 
OR BE IN SOME "COMPETITION"
I NEVER SIGNED UP FOR
WITH GIRLS WHO LITERALLY
WANT TO AND TRY TO "FIGHT" ME
BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T WANT TO
"SEE ME HAPPY"
OR "WIN"
SOMETHING THAT APPARENTLY
WAS NEVER A "PRIZE."

BECAUSE IF HE CARED ABOUT ME
HE WOULDN'T HAVE LISTENED TO THEM. 
HE WOULDN'T HAVE ALLOWED ANY OF THAT SH*T. 

HER TRYING TO COME AT ME
AFTER I ALREADY WALKED AWAY
SHOULD HAVE TOLD HIM
EVERYTHING IT NEEDED TO... 

HER COMING AT ME, IN FRONT OF HIM... 
SHOULD HAVE BEEN A RED FLAG. 

She threatened him, too!
SHE'D LOSE HER SH*T IF HE HAD CHOSEN ME!
AND TOLD HER TO FK RIGHT OFF!

AND TOLD THEM ALL TO FK RIGHT OFF!

But he played a ROLE in that sh*t, by choice. 

She'd fkn try to come for him, 
out of spite, all the same sh*t
she was trying to come at me with... 

The ones who didn't want him coming to me
in the first place... 

THEY ARE WATCHING HIM
BECAUSE THEY DON'T WANT HIM WITH ME.

BECAUSE THEY KNOW WHAT THAT WOULD MEAN
FOR THEM. 

BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH HIM. 
OR ANYONE WHO FKN ACTS LIKE THAT. 

The reason she was "threatening" me
IS BECAUSE SHE FELT THREATENED BY ME. 

BECAUSE OF THE "HISTORY"
I HAD WITH THE GUY THAT SHE DIDN'T. 
I KNEW HIM LONG BEFORE SHE DID. 

BUT IN THE END, DID THAT MEAN ANYTHING TO HIM?
I DIDN'T SO WHY WOULD THAT?

Imagine doing all that sh*t for a "come up" you never got?

The reason it didn't "break" or "crush" me
is that I DON'T HAVE TO SETTLE!
I DON'T HAVE TO KEEP COMPROMISING.
I DON'T HAVE TO TRY TO FIX ANYTHING
I NEVER BROKE. 

People who are more than "okay" on their own
DON'T BREAK LIKE THOSE WHO AREN'T!

AND THAT WAS THE POINT THEY MISSED 
ENTIRELY. 

AND THAT'S WHY I'M NOT "AFFECTED"
LIKE THEY WANTED ME TO BE. 

BESIDES THAT, WHY BEG FOR "LOVE"?

I'VE COME TO THE REALIZATION
THAT I MIGHT NEVER BE "LOVED"
PROPERLY. 

I MIGHT NEVER GET MARRIED. 

I DON'T FKN CARE ABOUT THAT SH*T
LIKE I USED TO SO WHY WOULD THAT "CRUSH" ME?

I'D RATHER BE REJECTED BY A TW@T
THAN HAVE TO "SETTLE" FOR ONE. 

SO THAT'S SUPPOSED TO "HURT" ME? LOL.