The only way I'd be up in the morning.
To do some things I gotta do.
Not unheard of, staying up all night.
After being up most of the day.
But, gotta get some things done.
Best to just go do them.
Get 'er done.
Just when I think I haven't got much left
to write about,
I tend to go off on some sort of tangent
and it ends up being a post.
It's windy tonight.
There's no escaping it,
when you're out there...
Especially the brutal winters, here.
Seems people from outside of this place,
like from T. O
say it's colder, here.
Well, we're in a valley.
With two rivers running through it.
One connected to the St. Laurence Sea Way.
Don't know where the other end of the other river's connected to,
but one end of the other river is connected to the biggest river.
By a "waterfall" which isn't a big one.
But supposedly, the waterfall
is why they called it the Rideau River.
Rideau means curtain in English.
It's French for curtain.
They were talking about the curtain of water.
Pretty sure of it, but could be wrong.
If I'm wrong, wasn't the first time,
and probably won't be the last, either.
The St. Lawrence Sea Way.
Is actually connected to the Atlantic Ocean.
But the river isn't salt water.
Not sure how that works, but it's not.
Pretty sure no rivers are salt water,
but could be wrong about that, too.
Being in a valley
with a lot of humidity...
That moisture in the air
makes it colder.
And when it rains...
While it's cold outside...
It makes the damp even more damp.
Not sure how to put that.
Not sure who's throwing out their garbage
at 2am and stomping down the hall,
but it's someone.
It could have waited for tomorrow.
Even toss it onto your balcony until he next day.
Why do you have to do it at 2am?
Just because you're awake?
And could have done it in the afternoon?
Or before 10pm?
That's the kind of stuff that wakes people up.
Not sure if anyone lives in the apartment next to it,
on this floor, but I live across from it.
I hear it all the time.
But the people living right next to it?
At my old place, I'd rather take it to the basement
than throw something heavy or loud
or whatever down the chute
BECAUSE THE PEOPLE LIVING NEXT TO IT
DON'T HAVE TO HEAR IT.
Y'know? I can be "considerate."
And why 2am, though?
Why do I ask why anymore?
Maybe I should ask myself that.
Does it matter why?
Or could others be "considerate" ?
Would it hurt them, to be?
Word of the day:
"Consideration."
Con-sid-er-ation.
I still think of that girl who I taught to read.
There was a reading program at the school
where the older kids got assigned a "reading buddy."
And we'd teach the younger kids to read.
She even thanked me, for teaching her to read.
How I taught her was this:
When there's only 1 constanant
after a vowel,
the vowel after it,
reaches behind the constanant
to "pinch" the vowel before it
to make it say its name.
like the A in consideration.
The I pinching the A to make it say A
instead of ah which happens
when there's two constanants
because the I can't reach
behind both of them, only one.
To pinch the A.
Anyway, that stuck with her.
That's how I taught her to read.
It just came to me, in the moment.
Kind of made reading more "fun"
thinking about vowels pinching each other.
To make them say their names.
The vowel that comes first.
My brother's dyslexic.
"Sweating like a dyslexic in a library." He said. LOL.
The other one's "Sweating like a hooker in Church."
"Sweating like you're working out
to dance mix '95." LOL.
"Saturday night! Saturday night!"
Sing it and you'll know what song that is
unless you were born in the 2000s LOL.
Remember Ace of Bass?
That hit they had?
"I saw the sign!"
Remember getting sick of hearing it?
Yup, too much of a good thing.
I keep seeing that meme:
He became a billionaire
from one song, and disappeared.
"Gangnam style."
Life goals LOL.
But he pretty much did just that?
That song went "viral."
And there was even a dance
that went with it....
And these are the things
we'll be saying to the "younger"
generations when we're all...
"Baby boomers" LOL.
Remember what happened
during the NHL lockout?
A LOT MORE BABIES BEING BORN.
Guys couldn't say:
"But the hockey game's on. Maybe later." LOL.
They had less of a "reason" to go
"out with the boys."
"But.... HOCKEY!!!"
One fight was so bad,
both teams going at it...
Biggest brawl in hockey history...
The fans shouting:
"We want hockey! We want hockey!"
That's what they paid to watch. Hockey.
Not some BS brawl.
Was "before my time."
The things before anyone's time,
how are they supposed to know about it?
Sometimes I think:
Someone could be reading this,
after I'm dead LOL.
Don't know why I think about it,
but I sometimes do.
Some "record" of how things "used to be."
Or some such thing like that.
Back in the 70s, back in the 80s, back in the 90s...
OF THE 20TH CENTURY...
When people thought neon colors were cool...
Or the 70s orange and brown etc
was all "the rage."
AND APPLIANCES USED TO LAST.
LASTED DECADES.
Remember those 70s fridges?
Ever seen a 50s fridge?
Ever seen a 50s car?
Speaking of cars...
I saw a car, it seemed to be
chrome plated, all over...
Like a reflective eye-sore.
Nope, not going to cause ANY accidents
blinding drivers on the road.
With that!
Only seen that one,
and I really hope it's not some "fad."
Those Tesla trucks were bad enough....
I didn't even know it was a truck.
Until I said to my stepfather
that I'd seen one of them.
He pulled up a picture and says:
"Did it look like this?"
I said yeah.
And he told me it's a truck.
But let's blind everyone, eh?
Not distracting or blinding in the slightest
(sarcasm).
Sure, I've seen some vehicles
that got me to turn and look.
The other day, saw a truck,
cherry red.
Sweet ride.
Was nothing like a Tesla "truck."
It was a REAL truck.
A truck made to look like a truck.
Like how they ought to be.
Why drive something
that gets people asking:
"Wtf did I even just see?"
Maybe that's how people thought
about the "modern" cars
that we think are just cars.
But back in the day,
if you "worked on" your vehicle, yourself
and fkd something up,
it was your own damn fault.
Now, they have "specialist mechanics"
and you bring it into the dealership.
Probably under warranty.
And if you mess with it yourself,
probably voids the warranty.
Not sure on that.
Never owned a vehicle,
don't drive.
But back in the day,
used to be able to actually
"work on" the engine, and see it.
Could get your hands "greasy,"
"spill some oil" and that kind of jazz.
Now, most of the "younger generation"
barely know how to drive
let alone how to change a tire.
Won't forget the time that someone I knew
went to all the "trouble" to replace
a converter that didn't even work LOL.
The guy sold it to him,
knowing it didn't work.
He found out when he swapped his for it
because his didn't work,
but neither did the one that guy sold him.
All that work, to get his out, and that one in...
To find out it didn't work!
That's how I feel about some "situations"
I've "been through."
ALL THAT TO FIND OUT
IT DIDN'T EVEN WORK!
BUT CAN I AT LEAST SAY
THAT I TRIED?
Even if it feels like it never made any difference?
BECAUSE HOW COULD HE HAVE KNOWN
THAT THE CONVERTER DIDN'T WORK?
HE HAD TO SEE IT IN "ACTION"
OR "INACTION" LOL.
TO KNOW,
BECAUSE HE BOUGHT IT
"IN GOOD FAITH."
THINKING THAT IT WOULD,
BUT IT DIDN'T.
BECAUSE WHO SELLS A BUSTED CONVERTER?
Whoever to whoever who'd buy one, I guess.
But if I knew it was broken,
why would I sell it as though it wasn't?
Like selling socks with holes in them...
OR CONDOMS "WITH SWEAT HOLES."
OR GLOW IN THE DARK SUNGLASSES.
Anyway, something I won't forget.
Because I watched him replace that fkr.
But he told me about it, after that.
Probably because he felt stupid buying a broken one
and switching a broken one for a broken one.
And knew I wasn't going to judge him for it.
And felt like venting about it.
Not exactly something you can get your money back for.
They could pretend like the transaction never happened.
"WHAT broken converter I sold you?"
"Don't know what you're talking about!"
And then you're SOL.
WITH TWO BUSTED CONVERTERS.
and no use for either of them.
My neighbor who asked me
if I wanted to go to the Church for the meal...
He brought me some leftovers, too.
Probably'll have them for breakfast, soon.
The meal hit the spot, though.
Needed to eat something "healthy."
Was packed with protein and nutrients...
"Just what the doctor ordered."
If I am successful
at raffling off those blankets I'm making,
it'd be a good place to give the raffle money to.
The knitting group donates
to a "project" in the west end.
And they think THEY are hard up.
HAVE ANY OF THEM BEEN TO THE FOOD BANK?
OR HAVE HAD TO?
OR KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE?
TO HAVE TO?
One lady saying that it's "demeaning."
Having to ask for food from a food bank...
IT'S FKN SURVIVAL.
If you've never had to,
BE THANKFUL FOR THAT.
BUT DON'T SPEAK ON IT
UNLESS YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE.
NOT WHAT YOU IMAGINE IT
TO BE LIKE.
Because it's kinda a slap in the face.
To the "have nots" who need it.
Just to "get by"
While they talk about their latest TRIP
TO SOMEWHERE EXOTIC.
TO PEOPLE WHO COULD ONLY IMAGINE IT.
WHILE DRINKING THEIR TEA.
Like just another walk in the park, for them.
Must be nice.
But up until I moved,
they didn't know why I was moving.
And one of them asked.
So I told her.
And I wouldn't be surprised
if she told everyone else.
I heard from the "leader" today
about how I didn't say anything...
About not coming to the last meeting.
I just got my internet back,
like 2 days ago...
And after being p*ssed rain on... On Sunday,
wasn't feeling too "hot"
Or up for much of anything.
So I told her that in normal circumstances I would have,
but I wasn't even up for going to the library
where I was using the internet.
She's the one who asked me, when I started...
Even going to any of the meetings
if I wanted a reminder.
ONLY TO TELL ME
IT WOULD BE MY LAST "REMINDER"
WHY EVEN FKN DO THAT?
And about the website for the group...
She asked me to meet with one of the ladies
to work on it, with her.
I went once, and they didn't ask me to come back
and worked on it themselves
without saying anything to me.
Then, to be 'nice' gave me 'credit'
for the work they did "behind my back."
STUPID SH*T LIKE THAT.
And why ask me why I'm moving?
Does it matter why I was moving?
Or even that I was moving?
Was it anyone's business, even?
So why fkn ask me?
Just to be in my business?
Just to have something to talk about
"behind my back"?
Because pretty sure
NONE OF THEM WOULD SAY IT TO MY FACE!
AND THE ONES WHO DO TALK ABOUT ME
"BEHIND MY BACK"
DO IT TO HAVE SOMETHING TO TALK ABOUT FFS.
Yet here I am talking about them
talking about me...
But I digress...
Just pointing things out.
She literally tried to scold me
as though I didn't know the rule
about letting the host know
if I wasn't going to attend.
AND WATCH HE BRING IT UP,
AGAIN, AT THE NEXT MEETING
TO "REMIND" US ALL FFS.
I CAN SEE HER DOING THAT.
BECAUSE THESE ARE THE THINGS SHE DOES.
LIKE SHE HAS TO "RUN A TIGHT SHIP."
OR HER LIFE WOULD "FALL APART"
OR SOMETHING.
IF SHE JUST SHUT TF UP.
AND REALIZE IT'S NOT ALL ABOUT HER
AND WHAT SHE WANTS.
IF SOMEONE IS SICK
AND DOESN'T EVEN HAVE THE INTERNET
TO EVEN REACH YOU...
TO TELL YOU ANYTHING
LET ALONE THAT THEY'RE SICK
AND HAVE TO MISS ONE MEETING... FFS.
Pretty sure life can go on without me,
like it always has... Y'know?
BUT TO TRY TO SCOLD ME FOR IT?
LIKE A CHILD WHO DOESN'T KNOW ANY BETTER?
HASN'T ALREADY BEEN TOLD?
DOESN'T ALREADY KNOW?
But watch her bring it up, though.
I'll be waiting for it, for the next meeting.
Sure, it's nice to "socialize"
but to "socialize" with "socialites"
is another thing...
BECAUSE THEY "KNOW"
THEY ARE "BETTER"
FOR BEING A "SOCIALITE"
AND PRETTY WELL
TAKE EVERY CHANCE
TO MAKE SURE YOU "KNOW" IT, TOO.
She shared her vacation pictures with us via email.
I didn't look at them.
Doesn't matter to me where she went.
Or how much she spent on that trip
or whatever else regarding it.
SHE JUST WANTED TO RUB IT IN
THAT SHE WENT.
PRETTY MUCH.
Why give her the satisfaction.
I took over 5 trips to the bathroom tonight.
AND DIDN'T TAKE ANY PICTURES TO SEND...
WELP, YOU'RE JUST GOING TO HAVE TO IMAGINE IT.
BECAUSE IT'S MY BATHROOM,
AND YOU WEREN'T INVITED.
Guess how much it cost me!
Other than voiding my bladder,
it was "free"
NOT FREE.
PAY FOR A ROOF
AND A TOILET TO P*SS IN.
WHICH YOU DO ON VACATION, TOO.
the same roof and toilet others paid to use, too.
Guess you're not so "special" after all.
BUT WHAT MORE DO YOU NEED?
THAN A ROOF AND A TOILET, ANYWAY?
DOES IT MATTER MORE
IF IT'S IN ANOTHER COUNTRY?
IF YOU HAVE TO PAY 14 TIMES MY RENT?
JUST TO GO?
DOES IT MATTER MORE, THEN?
LIKE FK RIGHT OFF
WITH TRYING TO SHOVE IT IN OUR FACES.
YOU CAN GO, HAVE A GREAT TIME,
WITHOUT EVERY LITTLE DETAIL ABOUT IT.
"I GOT TO GO AND YOU DIDN'T"
IS LIKE SAYING "I P*SSED AND SH@T
I ANOTHER COUNTRY
AND PAID THROUGH THE NOSE TO DO IT."
"BUT I GET TO DO THAT
BECAUSE I HAVE THE LUXURY TO DO IT.
AND YOU DON'T."
I'd rather not go fkn anywhere
than to just go to try to make anyone "feel bad"
because they can't "afford to."
BUT THIS IS THE KIND OF SH*T THEY DO.
AND DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT.
BECAUSE WHY THINK ABOUT THAT?
I'd rather have been "brought up"
in the "project"
THAN NOT KNOW A THING
ABOUT WHAT IT'S EVEN FKN LIKE.
THAN TO "KNIT" STUFF
FOR PEOPLE
WHO CAN'T AFFORD TO GO ON VACATIONS FFS.
WHO CAN BARELY AFFORD FOOD
AND HAVE TO GO TO THE FOOD BANK...
"I don't know how "poor people" even "live."
Because the socialites DON'T KNOW
WHAT IT'S FKN LIKE.
While stuffing their faces with "vacation food."
YOU CAN GO, HAVE A GREAT TIME...
WITHOUT THE DETAILS.
All I've got to say about it.
"I can't imagine only having $10/day for food...."
Sh*t like that, to someone who knows.
BUT I DON'T HAVE TO ACT LIKE I KNOW.
OR MAKE A POINT ABOUT
HOW THEY'RE LUCKY
THAT THEY DON'T.
Because why do that?
Would it auto-magically make any difference?
In my life or theirs?
Want to "take a vacation to my world?"
Trade lives for just one day?
WOULD THEY TALK ABOUT ME
BEHIND MY BACK AFTER THAT?
OR WOULD THEY SHUT TF UP?
Maybe I should make a point
ABOUT INVITING THEM TO SEE
THE OTHER SIDE OF THE COIN.
"Come eat at the Church with me."
Wouldn't be "caught dead" eating there.
Amongst all the people "who have to."
BECAUSE HOW "DEMEANING" IT IS
TO HAVE TO...
Is it "demeaning" to survive?
Is it "demeaning" to get your head out of your @ss?
TO REALIZE
THAT EVEN PEOPLE
WHO CAN'T AFFORD TO GO ON VACATION, EVER
ARE STILL FKN PEOPLE, TOO?
It'd be worth it just to watch them squirm
and feel "uncomfortable"
around people
"who aren't like them."
GIVE THEM SOMETHING TO TALK ABOUT.
LET THEM TALK.
ABOUT IT ON THEUR NEXT TRIP...
ALL THE WAY THERE,
AND ALL THE WAY BACK, EVEN.
And when some of your own "family"
are like that...
WHY BOTHER TALKING?
THEY WON'T EVER BE ABLE TO 'RELATE.'
AND THAT'S WHY THEY DON'T TALK TO ME,
EITHER.
One end of the street is hardcore overdosing
drug addicts.
The other is full of people
who stare down their noses at them,
and walk by them, every day
as though they don't exist.
Because it's "not their job" to even CARE
THAT THEY ARE PEOPLE, TOO.
WHO P*SS AND SH*T
JUST LIKE THEY DO.
Only they don't try to act
like their sh*t doesn't stink,
like it smells like roses or something.
JUST USE SOME POOPOURI
OR WHATEVER THAT'S CALLED.
EVERYONE HAS THIS OR THAT.
WRONG.
AND NOT EVERYONE EVEN WANTS THAT.
They put so much importance
on sh*t
THAT SHOULDN'T EVEN MATTER.
At the end of the day, we p*ss the same,
we sh*t the same.
We bleed the same.
BUT MONEY SEEMS TO BE
OF THE UTMOST IMPORTANCE.
BECAUSE HOW COULD I BUY MY
POOPOURI WITHOUT IT?
HOW COULD I BUY
MY $8 COFFEE WITHOUT IT?
It's simple. You just don't.
AND YOU LEARN
THAT YOU DON'T FKN HAVE TO.
BECAUSE WHY SHOULD
THE FK $8 COFFEE EVEN FKN MATTER?
Getting what I'm saying?
Because some people won't get it.
"What do you mean? I just don't?!"
That's right.
You just don't.
Because why should it matter THAT fkn much?
Even at all?
AS THOUGH THE WORLD WOULD END.
ABRUPTLY WITHOUT IT.
Just like if they didn't have their cell phones.
Just like if they didn't overcomplicate things
THAT NEVER HAD TO BE COMPLICATED
LET ALONE OVERCOMPLICATED?
JUST LIKE THEY DON'T HAVE TO KNOW
WHY I WAS MOVING.
OR ANY DETAILS ABOUT MY LIFE, AT ALL.
What bugs me, the most
is when someone "fakes" being "poor"
and goes to a place like the food bank
as though they need it, but they don't.
OR ASKS FOR "BUS FARE"
WHEN THEY HAVE A BUS PASS
OR DON'T HAVE TO TAKE A BUS ANYWHERE
BECAUSE THEY CALL THEIR RICH POPS
TO COME PICK THEM UP AND DROP THEM WHEREVER.
Trying to act like "they're really struggling"
WHEN THEY DON'T KNOW
THE FIRST THING ABOUT IT.
And as "poor" as I've EVER been,
I'm still lucky af.
To have or get any "help" at all.
To have a roof and a toilet to p*ss in, even.
While others take all their "luxuries" for granted.
And even having a roof and a toilet to p*ss in
IS A FKN LUXURY.
Being "poor" in Canada,
isn't like being "poor" in South America.
Where they don't have a such thing as a "food bank."
Maybe not even a church to have a meal at...
Maybe not even a roof and a toilet to p*ss in...
BUT WHY JUDGE IF THEY DON'T?
TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL "BETTER"?
"Go to the LIBRARY to use the internet?"
"Sit with homeless people, eat with them?"
"Why should I "lower" myself to do that?"
Gee, I dunno.
TO KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE?
IT'S WHY YOU BUY THOSE $8 COFFEES.
BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE.
AND YOU DON'T "HAVE TO"
"SCROUNGE"
JUST TO BY TOILET PAPER.
TO WIPE YOUR @SS.
They do it BECAUSE THEY CAN.
THEY CAN BUY THAT $8 COFFEE
AND NOT EVEN THINK TWICE ABOUT IT.
NOT THINK TWICE ABOUT WHAT IT'D BE LIKE
TO BE A "HAVE NOT."
THAT THEY FEEL SO "SYMPATHETIC" TOWARDS.
YET WALK RIGHT BY AN ADDICT
LITERALLY OVERDOSING
AS THOUGH HE'S NOT THERE.
Or wouldn't even come to the part of town
where they'd even BE any...
BECAUSE WHY SHOULD THEY SEE
THE FKN REALITY OF IT?
LET ALONE LIVE IT?
OR BE "AROUND" IT, EVEN.
That would have to take
"lowering" themselves
OFF THEIR HIGH HORSES.
JUST FKN ONCE.
But doesn't mean
they'll ever UNDERSTAND IT.
BECAUSE UNLESS THEY KNEW,
REALLY KNEW,
THEY'D NEVER "UNDERSTAND" IT.
All they understand is what they'd consider "demeaning."
How "good" that $8 coffee tastes...
When it probably tastes the same
as the coffee served to the homeless
WHO CAN'T AFFORD EVEN A $2 COFFEE.
BECAUSE THEY NEED THE $2
FOR TOILET PAPER.
OR TOWARDS A CAN OF SOUP
OR SOMETHING.
IF THEY EVEN HAVE SOMEWHERE TO P*SS.
OR COOK THE DAMN SOUP FFS.
And that's more than a lot of people, even have.
BUT KNITTING HATS
IS SUPPOSED TO MAKE THE WORLD GO 'ROUND.
BECAUSE NOT EVERYONE
CAN AFFORD TO GO OUT AND BUY ONE.
BECAUSE THEY LIVE IN A "PROJECT"
BUT THEY CAN AFFORD BEER AND DRUGS, THOUGH.
BECAUSE "POOR" PEOPLE ARE "POOR"
BECAUSE THEY DRINK AND DO DRUGS, EH?
Sure, knittng hats for the "have nots"
is a "nice gesture."
BUT SO IS "UNDERSTANDING."
and part of "understanding"
is just fkn understanding.
BUT HOW CAN THEY?
THEY DIDN'T "GROW UP"
IN THE "PROJECTS" ON WELFARE.
THEY DON'T HAVE A "DISABILITY."
THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE
TO BE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE COIN.
IF THEY DID, THEY'D SHUT TF UP.
Because what is there TO say about it?
"This sucks"?
THEY'D BE BAWLING ABOUT IT.
AND IT'S TEMPTING TO DO THAT,
BUT DOESN'T CHANGE ANYTHING.
And it's fkn rough
JUST ASKING FOR A GLASS OF FKN WATER.
"Are you planning on buying anything?"
"Don't have enough to, or I wouldn't be ASKING FOR WATER."
"THEN I CAN'T GIVE YOU ANY WATER."
AND IF THEY WERE THE ONES
JUST ASKING FOR FKN WATER...
AND TOLD NO....
THAT WOULD BE DIFFERENT, RIGHT?
But why would they "have to"
ASK FOR WATER
WHEN THEY CAN BUY A $8 COFFEE?
And, yeah, I make mental notes.
Of the times I've only asked
FOR NEXT TO FKN NOTHING...
FOR NO SWEAT OFF THEIR BACKS.
AND STILL TOLD NO.
Because when I'm on the other end,
WHY SHOULD I HELP THEM?!
DID THEY GIVE ME THE CUP OF WATER?
OR DID THEY TELL ME NO?
HOW FKN EMBARRASSING IT IS
TO HAVE TO ASK FOR WATER.
IN THE FIRST PLACE.
TO BE TOLD NO?
"CAN'T" GIVE YOU WATER
IF YOU CAN'T BUY ANYTHING FFS.
LIKE SAYING: WE COULD... BUT "WON'T"
UNLESS YOU BUY A $8 COFFEE
TO GO WITH YOUR WATER FFS.
But can you go fk yourself?
AND YOUR $8 COFFEE?
SIDEWAYS WITH A SURFBOARD?
BECAUSE I REALLY WISH YOU WOULD.
Just ONCE.
BUT I'VE BEEN TAKING "NOTES."
About who "lowered" themselves to actually help me.
Who treated me like a person
who p*sses and sh*ts the same as them.
REGARDLESS IF I HAD NO MONEY...
You want to know why?
BECAUSE I PLAN TO REPAY THEM, ONE DAY.
WHEN I CAN.
AND THE ONES WHO DENIED ME
WATER...
WON'T GET MY "BUSINESS."
That's how they ruin a business.
ACTING LIKE THAT.
"YOU'RE ONLY WORTH A CUP OF WATER
IF YOU HAVE MONEY IN YOUR POCKET."
I'll remember that.
And remember YOU for that.
AND IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT TO BE
REMEMBERED FOR?
AND I'LL REMEMBER THOSE
WHO TREATED ME
LIKE A PERSON.
THE WAY THEY WOULD WANT TO HAVE BEEN TREATED,
THEMSELVES.
Because THAT is what being "Canadian"
is supposed to be about.
Treating people like they're PEOPLE, TOO.
NOT "ANY DIFFERENTLY"
BECAUSE THEY DON'T HAVE THIS OR THAT.
As "inclusive" as most "pretend" to be.
UNLESS YOU ARE, YOU'RE NOT.
NO PRETENDING ABOUT IT.
Would they invite a homeless person
into their bright sunny condo
to SIT AND HAVE DINNER WITH THEM?
OR WOULD THAT BE "TOO MUCH
OF A "STRETCH""?
Because they might make their condo
"reek" of "homelessness." Right?
Might "get the cooties."
"Oh no! Not the cooties!"
"Anything but the cooties!"
And what's a fkn glass of water?
THE BIGGEST THING IN THE WORLD?
TO NOT TO GIVE IT, FOR FREE
TO SOMEONE WHO CAN'T "AFFORD"
THAT $8 COFFEE?
And twice, in my life,
denied WATER.
And if they think I'll ever "forget" that,
they're mistaken.
What if I was a billionaire?
JUST SEEING WHO WOULD GIVE WATER
AND WHO WOULDN'T?
LIKE THOSE "SOCIAL EXPERIMENTS."
Where the person who WOULD AND DID
GETS THE REWARD, FOR JUST DOING THAT.
When it shouldn't be sweat off anyone's back
Just to give a glass of water.
THAT'S the point.
It shouldn't be sweat off anyone's back
for next to nothing.
JUST TO BE KIND.
TO SOMEONE FKN EMBARRASSED
TO EVEN HAVE HAD TO ASK
FOR WATER.
And some people are too embarrassed
to HAVE TO ASK FOR ANYTHING
THAT THEY JUST FKN DON'T
AND GO WITHOUT.
BECAUSE THEY'D BE TOLD NO. FFS.
OR/AND BE JUDGED
FOR FKN ASKING!!!!
But what are they supposed to do?
Ask to be asked to be invited for dinner?
BEG FOR WATER?
GO WITHOUT WATER
BECAUSE THEY HAVE TO BEG FOR IT?
LIKE THEY FAP AT THE THOUGHT
THAT THEY NEVER HAD TO BEG
FOR FKN ANYTHING, EVER.
EVEN A GLASS OF FKN WATER.
HOPE THEY FAP TO THAT
UNTIL IT FALLS OFF.
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