Writing Myself To Sleep

I did take my medication and I'll probably nod off
while writin this
and have to continue when I wake up.

I thought that I should write about some books I have.
I didn't read the last library book. 

I brought it back because it renews up to 5 times, 
and I lost track. Needless to say, it needed to go back.
One less thing on my mind. Feels a tiny bit better. Y'know?

And guess what? I have 2 Tings to wake up to! 
Pretty good way to start off a Tuesday...

Then I'll go there, do that whole "thing"
and then I'll clean and other stuff...

I've got to actually do that DEEP clean
I've been putting off for like 3 weeks.

Not the best way to start the year off, 
but it can only get better, right?

Let's all hope against all hope.

and thank 2025 in ADVANCE AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS.
COULDN'T HURT TO DO IT, RIGHT?
HAVE WE TRIED THAT, YET?
LET'S TRY IT.
1... 2... 3... GO!

But this year... COULD BE A YEAR
LIKE NO OTHER YEAR HAS YEARED BEFORE.
BECAUSE THEY WERE TOO BUSY YEARING
LIKE OTHER YEARS BEFORE
TO YEAR LIKE IT'S SUPPOSED TO YEAR...

I blame tik tok. Gotta blame it for SOMETHING.

"blame it on the rain." PURPLE RAIN.
NOT PINK, NOT BLUE, NOT AQUA...
(AQUA RAIN WOULD BE PRETTY COOL)
BUT PURPLE!!!!

It was the R in Rain that brought out the R in Purple.
Don't blame ME! Blame it on the rain!

Clap on. clap off.

Lately, I've been doing a thing, 
where I just randomly say  "Power up!"
I don't know why, so don't ask. 

It just "feels" better to just fkn say it.
I can't explain it.

Maybe it's a substitute for saying other things...
That's quite possible.
Repressing other urges to say other things...

I'm weird, but you know this about me, by now.
And if you didn't know: Surprise!

"Surprise!" With the jazz hands and all that...

Bah, that wouldn't be surprising.
IF I WAS SANE, ON THE OTHER HAND,
THAT WOULD PROBABLY BE SURPRISING.

And don't act all shocked all at once or anything, 
but... "I'm weird."

Deal with it, or don't. Dgaf if you do, dgaf if you don't.
Coding waits for NO ONE!
I SAID IT!

I GUESS SLEEP DOESN'T EITHER.
IT'S ALWAYS BEEN RIGHT THERE,
ON THE OTHER SIDE OF SLEEP.

All this time? Yup. All this time...
Day after day, after day, after day...
Every. Second. That. We. Exist...

EVEN THROUGH EXISTENTIAL 
AND MIDLIFE CRISISES.. IT'S BEEN THERE.

It shows I spelled the word wrong, 
but I am tired. I am not perfect.

LET ME SPELL SOME WORDS
INCORRECTLY...
AT LEAST 2% OF THE TIME.

I'll give you 90% of the time to spell words
incorrectly... 
If you give me 2% of the time. Deal?

Alright ya bunch of hosers, this hoser's dozing.
DOZING HOSERS LOL.