Really Weird Dreams

I've gotta write it down, because it was weird.
I had a dream where there was some creature.
It's hard to describe what it was, maybe an alien.

In the dream me and two other people were hiding
from the creature.
We could hide in 'plain sight'
Because the alien was mostly blind.
It went on movement and scent.

So as long as we could be still...
Around the alien...
Because we didn't want to get eaten.

Last weekend, I was at the bank.
I actually got to meet a guy I'd been FB friends with
For quite a while. He was there with his son.
I took out my last $30 to pay for my web hosting.

I have to remember to renew my domain soon.
In 6 days...

(Wake me up when September ends) lol

Speaking of waking up...
I had a hard time waking up.
It's mostly to do with the medication.
It's pretty strong.

There was a fire alarm and I wanted to stay in bed.
Since I've been here, there's been 2 fires.
One major one, and one minor.

The major one made the news and was intentional. Arson.
But not just arson, homicide.
Well, matricide.

The guy I ran into at the bank
admitted he was playing music for me, outside.
He was trying to pinpoint my balcony
and he was blasting it.
I heard it, but didn't know where it was coming from.
I thought it was a car in the parking lot.
It was a Cher song lol.

One, I'm not used to it.
Two, I definitely wasn't expecting it.

There's only been 3 guys who ever played music for me.

THAT guy, a guy at the park next to the beach
(But he plays music for everyone).
He plays: I can see clearly now the rain is gone.
Bright, bright, bright - Bright sunshiny day.

And a guy I used to hang out with.
He played a few 'love' songs.
Then he 'read' my mind. Which he has a few times.
He 'read' that I thought there was a reason
that he was playing those songs.

The other time, he was giving some weed to a guy.
I thought 'give him some more'
And he 'read' that and gave him some more.
Even the other guy 'read' it.

There's some web stuff I've gotta do soon. 
Been putting a lot of stuff off to write.

Last night, I couldn't feel 'good' about finishing that part.
Because I had a raging headache.

I feel better today, though.
The next part is one of the other characters.
A female character which is harder for me to do.
The male characters are much easier.
There are many male characters to do, but some females, too.
Because the females are in the males' stories.
If that makes any sense.


Like I said the other night, 
I can get 'lost' in writing.
Been feeling gross lately.
My stomache's been bugging me.

The war out east has escalated.
Well, one of them
We're just hoping it won't go nuclear.

Our politics are going bananas.
The party that's in government now...
Been failing for the last 9 years.
Our 'leader' is embarrassing himself.

Most people in Canada 'hate' him with a passion.
He was on an American late-night show.
Steven Colbert.

Trudeau increased the taxes.
Also, some terrorists got into our country
ON STUDENT FREAKING VISAS.

We're freaking FED UP with the taxes.
It skyrocketed the cost of everything.
It's almost $20 for a freaking big mac meal.
Or one full submarine.
I only get a sub once a month.

Last month, I got pretty screwed.
BECAUSE IT SAYS ON MY INSURANCE POLICY
THAT IT'S SUPPOSED TO COME OUT ON THE 1RST.
BUT IT CAN TAKE UP TO 5 OR 6 DAYS...
TO PROCESS MY PAYMENT.

So I assumed that it went through with my rent.
MY RENT COMES OUT ON THE 1RST.
NO PROBLEM THERE.

SO WHY IS THAT A PROBLEM
FOR AN INSURANCE COMPANY?

ESPECIALLY WHEN THE INSURANCE
IS SUPPOSEDLY FROM THE BANK?

So I had to pay double
plus A FREAKING FEE.

I WAS SCREWED OVER THIS MONTH.
PRETTY BADLY.

BUT AT LEAST I COVERED IT.
Covering BILLS isn't my issue.

It's what I have LEFT after that.
FOOD is getting expensive.

IT WAS BANANAS IN BC
When I was there in 2015, 
it was over $12 for a block of cheese ffs.
I took a picture of it because that's insane.
I can only imagine how much worse it is now.

Anyway, if you know, you know.

WORKING 9-5 jobs isn't cutting it.
Minimum wage?
How are you supposed to survive on that?

He knows that he's making it harder for worse for us
AND HE KNOWS WE'RE P*SSED BECAUSE OF IT.

MILLIONS WERE SPENT ON A PROGRAM
TO REDUCE THE SIZE OF HAIL.
WHICH IS FOR ONE PROVINCE.

He thinks that he can force us to go electric
with our vehicles WITHOUT THE GRID
TO ACCOMADATE THAT.

The 'safe' drug supply program....
INCREASED THE OVERDOSES.

I KNOW SOMEONE WHO'S 20 YEAR OLD 
OVERDOSED ON FENTANYL.

AND A 13-YEAR-OLD SOUGHT TREATMENT
ONLY TO BE GIVEN A DRUG KIT
AND GUESS WHAT?
SHE OVERDOSED.

This is our 'country' ffs.
When someone is SEEKING TREATMENT.
WHY NOT GET THEM TREATMENT?
TO Y'KNOW... GET THEM OFF DRUGS?

SO THEY DON'T END UP ON SKID ROW?
SO THEY DON'T OVERDOSE?
SO THEY DON'T TURN TO CRIME TO GET HIGH?

I do smoke pot.
The doctor was asking me what 'drugs' I do.
BECAUSE I'M 'POOR' SO I MUST BE ON 'DRUGS'
I admitted smoking pot during the day
and she acted surprised and made a note about it ffs.

BUT SHE HAD A HARD TIME BELIEVING
THAT I DON'T 'DO' "COKE"
OR POP PILLS.

Granted, I used to pop pills.
When I was 14 ffs.
I GREW OUT OF IT.
Just like I GREW OUT OF getting smashed.
I don't even smoke cigarettes anymore.
But she looked at me for smoking pot
during the day.
WHO F*CKING CARES ABOUT THAT?
BUT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN A BIG DEAL
IF I 'DID' "COKE" right?

Just ANY reason to look down on me.
AND THEY TALK DOWN TO ME.
Talk to me like I'm "slow"
Like I don't know what I'm talking about.

She called the pharmacy in front of me
BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T BELIEVE ME
ABOUT WHAT MEDICATION I TAKE.

When THEY told her... She believed them.
I told her THAT I DO KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.
SHE ADMITTED THAT I DO.
SO I TOLD HER THAT I GET TREATED LIKE I DON'T.
To try to DRIVE HOME that point.

I met her ONCE. I already don't like her.
ASKING ME QUESTIONS
THAT HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH MY HEALTH.
LIKE HOUSING.
DOES IT MATTER WHERE I LIVE?
DOES IT MATTER ABOUT MY FINANCES?
SHOULD IT?

And then asking me 'WHAT DO YOU DO ALL DAY?'
DOES IT F*CKING MATTER?

I'M 'POOR' SO I MUST DO 'NOTHING' ALL DAY.
Is what SHE does all day
Asking other people what THEY do all day?

Anyway, I'm not a fan.
Who knows what 'notes' are on my file?
I never got to see it.

Is telling them I don't want to be treated like
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.
BECAUSE I'M THE ONE TAKING THOSE MEDS.
SO I SHOULD KNOW WHAT MEDS I TAKE,
CORRECT?
DOES SHE? SO HOW WOULD SHE KNOW?
SHOULDN'T THAT BE ON MY FILE ALREADY?

I have had problems with prescriptions from that clinic.
My doctor changed 4 times in the last 4 years.
Retirement, leave, etc.
I'm glad that the doctor retired.
She ASKED ME IF I ENJOYED BEING DEPRESSED.
I should have asked: "Why? Do you?"

I did tell her I didn't know why she would even ask me that.
WOULD YOU? IF YOU WERE A DOCTOR?
OR WOULD YOU AGREE THAT'S OUT OF LINE?

Maybe she asked the wrong question to the wrong person
And decided to retire before anyone could do anything
ABOUT IT.
It wouldn't surprise me.

Speaking of retirement, the government
wants to move the age of retirement from 65 to 67.
Probably because the CPP is fooked.
So they are trying to put off giving pensions.

EXCEPT FOR J-meet's pension, right?
2.2 million dollar pension.

Anyway, I gotta go so I can do 'nothing' all day.