Not Everyone Believes

A lot of the "spiritual" stuff...
I know there are people who don't believe in it.
They don't believe in "ghosts" and whatever...

I saw a post a lady posted. A picture of her house.
Kids and her standing outside the house.
And there are some faces in windows...

I caught a picture of a face in a window of an old church, once.

Anyway, the info she wrote in the post was about
THINGS HER KIDS TOLD HER.

The kids were seeing and talking to the "spirits"
AND THERE WAS ACTUALLY A GRAVEYARD
AT THE BACK OF THE HOUSE.

They actually said things like they died in a fire
AND THE KIDS DESCRIBED A BREAKER BOX.
And they wouldn't know what that was.
BECAUSE THESE ARE YOUNG KIDS.

And another thing that was told to the kids
was if they wanted to be friends forever
that they should play in the creek at night
when their parents are asleep. WTF.

She was asking in the group
if anyone could pick up anything from the photo she posted.
I wrote a reply about what I picked up.
Nobody said anything about what I wrote.
BUT I GAVE THE NAMES THAT CAME TO MY MIND.
And I have no idea if they meant anything or not.
And that the creek thing was demonic. 
And that whatever "they" are know
that the kids can see and hear them.

What I got was that it was a bloodline thing.
That it wasn't a coincidence that they ended up there.

ENERGY CAN PULL ENERGY.
It's an energy manipulating energy type of thing.

Kind of like they were "lured" there intentionally.
THAT'S THE VIBE I WAS PICKING UP.

Mostly, I keep my mouth shut.
BECAUSE YES, I SOUND CRAZY.
IT SOUNDS AND SEEMS MENTAL.

ESPECIALLY TO ANYONE WHO DOESN'T BELIEVE IN THAT.

Sometimes they have to experience it to believe.
And until they do, they just don't. 

The craziest thing I ever saw...
It wasn't a hallucination. 
THAT'S WHAT MOST PEOPLE THINK IT IS
OR ARE TOLD THAT IT IS.
I WASN'T ON ANY DRUGS.

I JUST HAD TAKEN A SHOWER AT SOMEONE'S PLACE.
I STEPPED OUT OF THE SHOWER, 
AS I'M DRYING MYSELF OFF...
I TURNED TOWARDS THE TOILET...
AND THERE WAS A GUY - AN 'IMPRINT' OF A GUY.
I COULD ACTUALLY SEE THIS!
AND A WOMAN...
HE WAS TRYING TO DROWN HER IN THE TOILET.

Like I knew for a fact that I was the only one in the room. 
I knew they weren't "there." But I could see this as though they were there.

I had to tell the guy that I needed to go home
and asked him to drive me back.
It was so freaking intense that I had to leave immediately.

I don't know if it was the woman showing me what happened to her...
MAYBE IT WASN'T A COINCIDENCE THAT I WAS THERE.
MAYBE SHE KNEW I COULD SEE.
BUT I COULDN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT
BECAUSE IT WAS AN IMPRINT.

I never really had the address of the place.
It was just someone's place I was visiting.
All I know was it was on the Quebec side
and it was a three-story place across the street from a bar.

From what I "got" from it was that they had met at the bar.
The guy and the woman. I didn't get names. 
I didn't "ask" I was too freaked out that I could see them.

THAT WAS FREAKING FREAKY.

And I get it. Not everyone believes in stuff like that.
I've never really classified myself as a "medium."
I've never really tried to "cultivate" any "skills."
Any of it was just so random...

Well, when I saw the "imprint" that was random. 
I wasn't trying to see anything and didn't "ask."
I was just taking a shower ffs.

But what if I was "put there" on purpose?
Like "lured" there energetically?

Maybe that was the case when I was ANYWHERE
that I felt those energy pulls.
"Put" in certain places at certain times...
Kind of like "magnetically"
But like electromagnetically...

Because electro- energetically... 

Kind of like when I found that little girl
She'd escaped her daycare and was out on her own.
I didn't know what to do so I brought her to the closest place
where there were security guard which was the college.

It was like I was "put" there to be the one to find her.
I was put there to ensure her safety. She was 5 years old. 
Because it could have been anyone else.
But it was me.

We can live in two ways.
As though nothing is a coincidence
or as though everything is a coincidence.

I don't think most things are a coincidence.
I can't give any examples right now.
Other than being in certain places to see or do certain things.

Because it could have been anyone else, but it was me.
I'm glad it was me. I'm glad that I was put there.
Because I guess I was the person for the "job."

But maybe I should explore these "gifts" more.
I just don't know how to explore these because I can't just go to people I know.
One, I can't talk to them about most stuff.
I feel like I'm on different wave-lengths with most people.

Anyway, I was reading another post in the paranormal group. 
A group of family members rented out a house for a week. 
And one of them felt like a kid grabbed her ankle, 
but nobody was there.

Then the kids were playing upstairs and the adults called them downstairs.
One of the kids looked up the stairs
And the adults were asking him what he was looking at.
He said the boy was waving bye to him. 
They said there isn't anyone there.
He said "the boy who lives under the bed who got hit by a car."

There were a couple of places I used to live
that had cellars with dirt floors
and they didn't have good vibes.
Like dead bodies had either been in there
or were buried in there.

In one place, in particular... I still have dreams about that place.
And in that dream, the house is older, and bigger...
And I tell people "that used to be my room."

I don't know the history of any of the places I've lived.

All I know about my Grandparents' old house...
When I was around the age of 13...
I kept getting a name. I think it was Peter.
But I can't remember exactly. 

But I told my Grandmother and she said that one of the kids
in the family who used to live in the house
before my Grandparents moved in was named that name.

I had no way of knowing that because that was decades
before I was born and nobody had mentioned him to me.

However, what I know about the area was that there was a mansion there
WHERE THE WHOLE NEIGHBORHOOD NOW EXISTS.
IT USED TO BE ONE HOUSE THERE.
BRANTWOOD PLACE.
I don't have any other details about it.
There are pillars as a "gate" thing to the neighborhood.
My Grandfather had a plaque
put up to honor war vets on those pillars.

Anyway, there is history all over this city.
Especially in places near water.
That neighborhood is next to the river.
A really long time ago, the river used to flood the streets in the spring. 
Because the snow and ice melted and made the river rise.
And my Grandparents had a canoe they used to leave the house haha.
There's a picture of my Grandmother in a canoe at the back door haha.

So what had to happen was that the park was dug down.
So that the water would be only flood the park and not the streets.

And I remember running down that little "hill"
to go play at the park.

The same for the other river. It floods in the spring, too. 
There is a kind of "reserve" for the water to go, 
but they often use bags of sand to contain the water.

They dug down the beach a bit.
The beach floods quite a bit.
The lake does, too.
The lake is a man-made lake.
It's for the "reserve."
It's a nature type of reservation. 
All the trails along the lake are conserved for the animals.
All the birds, squirrels, turtles etc...

The lake is full of turtles.
But there are beavers, muskrats, turkeys, owls, crows
herons, chickadees, raccoons, (probably forgetting to list something.)
Well, probably skunks, too.

The BEARS are on the OTHER side of the river.
AND THEY SOMETIMES SWIM ACROSS TO THIS SIDE.
IN THE SPRING WHEN THEY WAKE UP FROM HIBERNATION
AND THEY SMELL STUFF THEY WANT TO EAT.

My son's old school was on lock down once because of bears.
How Canadian, eh?

I've been up all night "blogging."
I need to take my meds and go to bed.