Hoping Things Get Better

So I was going to get hoplinks from clickbank. 
My account was deactivated. Tried opening a new account, 
issues opening a new account. 

Now, I have to remove any links I have on my site.
Because even if I get clicks, (doubt it)
I can't get into that account, at all. 

Trying to create a new email address...
Every time I tried one, it was already taken. 

Seems like everything today... Has been pretty nuts. 
And probably only a matter of time before my internet gets cut. 

Just would like ONE thing to go WELL today. 
Without ANY extra crap. 

Just bugs me that now I have to go and change everything on there.
Just want something to go RIGHT TODAY.

Tempted to just go to bed at 8pm. 

When I called the revenue agency (because they owe me money)
ALL their agents are busy, and the callback "lineup" is full. 

It's like I have to be one of the first people to call
AS SOON AS THEY OPEN TO GET THROUGH.
ABOUT MONEY OWED TO ME.

But it's a different story if I owed THEM money.

Just beyond mega frustrated today. 
Everything I've tried doing in the last 4 hours...
You'd think I could get a break? About ONE thing?

I guess, I can at least say I have that coming to me.
Whenever I can get THROUGH TO THEM.
TO ASK THEM WHERE TO SEND THE FORMS.

Yes, they made me fill out forms AND get a witness to sign. 
FOR MONEY THEY OWE ME.
From 2007 ffs.

If I had that right now, I would be fine this month. 
I'd be able to cover everything.

I'm just really fkn tired of TODAY.

And every little thing that adds on to the main things...
Just grinding my gears.

I know that my gears being ground isn't going to change anything.
Feeling any type of way about it won't change it.

Doing something about it
is the only way to change it.

Except, while trying to DO SOMETHING,
it's like 1 step forward and 10 steps backward.

My mother said "death comes in 3s."
My Aunt is bound for good karma. 
Enough crappy things for her that the universe should balance it out for her.

I did send an email to the bank.
I suggested to them that the lady who helped me with my claims...
THAT THEY PROMOTE HER.
Because she ACTUALLY DOES HER JOB. 
And she helped me MORE than any of the tellers.

Anyway, maybe when or if someone reads that...
BECAUSE SHE DESERVES A PROMOTION.

And I have another claim in, now.
So hopefully in the next 10 days, 
I'll have at least some of the money back.
To then cover that...

So even when I get it back, it has to go out right away.
But at least it can go out like it was supposed to...

Because everything was supposed to be resolved already.

Anyway, just bugs me that I can't even trust the bank
not to let people who should not have access to my account, into it.

BUT YET when I tried getting a new card...
I COULDN'T TOUCH MY OWN ACCOUNT FOR 3 WEEKS.

Even though I gave them enough info from my account
FOR THEM TO GIVE ME ENOUGH TO RENEW MY ID?!

Just a bunch of things like this...
It's like everything needs to be made more complicated
THAN IT SHOULD BE...
TO ACTUALLY DO ANYTHING.

But at least after 3 weeks without spending, I had enough saved. 

AND WHEN I BROUGHT IT UP TODAY, 
THEY WERE MAKING A BUNCH OF EXCUSES
WHY THEY EVEN TREATED ME LIKE THAT.

That's what I seem to get. EXCUSES.
It's like "We did something sh*tty, but we'll 'justify' it
by stating X, Y, Z."

I DGA ABOUT BS EXCUSES.
Because if it was someone else, that wouldn't happen to them. 

I've never heard of that happening to anyone.

It's like "We're going to prevent fraud
by not letting you get a new card for YOUR account."
But then, all these BS charges I never made...

The charges came out like 8 times in a row.
Sometimes more than that.

They would have kept going if they hadn't drained it.
And the time they did,
I had enough emergency funds to keep myself okay.
That's what those funds are supposed to be for. 
But because of that crap, I couldn't keep my savings saved. 
So now? See why that's aggravating?

Then not be able to get into that other account... 

Just was hoping for something better today. Maybe tomorrow?