Hardly Slept

Been having a hard time sleeping lately.
I'll probably take a nap in the afternoon.
I saved a few sleeping pills so I'll take one of those.

I have an important call to make soon. 
Calling people makes me nervous. 
I don't know why.
Maybe I worry that they think I'm fake.
And just saying things just to say them. 

I'm just really tired and need to sleep soon.

I started watching one of those 
"based on a true story" movies on YouTube. 
I knew "who did it" within the first 10 minutes. 
So it wasn't a shock twist to me.
I'll still watch it. I started a que of movies to watch.
"Based on true stories"
When they say "based"
I wonder how much of it are facts
and how much of it is fiction. 

Been binging on AWP videos, 
the dive team that solves cold cases.

I have to make this call in half an hour. 
And I really just want to go back to bed. 
Barely slept, hardly at all.

I don't want to screw it up.
It's important.