Golfing & Wide Eyed Surprise

A friend has a new bf and he asked her if she has a friend to go golfing with.
He said he as a friend coming from out of town and needs 4 for golfing. 
I haven't been golfing since around 2007 or 2008. 
Mini golf was in 2016.

Anyways, I was out for a walk one night. 
It was a rough day for me and I was feeling really down.... 
There was a kid outside of his house with his mother. 
He was standing in his laneway and he said hello to me
and we talked for a good 20 minutes....

He mentioned his dream was to play for the Toronto BlueJays. 
So I was thinking about the kid.... 
I had a Louisville Slugger that I managed to keep in good condition.... 
I'm not going to need it where I'm going... 
I wanted to give it to someone who will appreciate it 
and take good care of it. 
And his mother was like: "Are you sure?!"

And I just want to give it to him
because he'll take good care of it. 
It means something to him. And that means something to me. 

I knocked on his door and his mother answered
so I asked to speak with him for a moment, 
then he came to the door and I pulled the bat out
and I said that it was a show bat because it's made out of wood. 
And his eyes were so wide and he didn't even know what to say
so he kept saying "thank you."
The look on his face was like he couldn't believe it. 
It was like I was meant to meet him so I could give him that. 
And it belonged with him, not with me. 
And I'm glad I could give it to someone who will appreciate it. 
That's what mattered the most to me. 

I don't have a lot of value. I don't even know how much the bat is worth. 
But it is worth something to him
and it felt good to surprise him. 
It meant something to me that he stopped to talk to me for a bit. 
Been going through a lot. 
I say hello to the people on that street and in that area. 
They seem like really nice people. 
I like to pretend I'm from the area, 
but I always tell them the truth when asked. 

Never know. Maybe he'll make a team like he's dreaming of. 
I'd like to suggest to him that he starts a baseball blog. 
Then maybe he can sell cards on his blog
or bats or whatever... That can help him out with his dream. 

Maybe when he makes a team, he'll give me tickets to watch him play. 
Assuming that people will be able to go to games... 
After this covid stuff.... 
I still don't want to get the shots.... 
My friend told me that the shots are experimental. 
And people getting the shots are participating in an experiment. 
And when people are talked into getting it, by the government... 
It's like they think it's safe.... 
Maybe it's gonna turn people into zombies or something... 
And the only ones who'll survive will be the ones who don't get the shots... 
Idk... I just really don't want to get the shots.... 

Anyways.... I've been pretty tired... 
Lots of walking and I got blisters on my toes.... 
And I'm supposed to go golfing next week.... 
So we'll see how that goes.... 
*Unintentional rhyming...*

Thought about some project.... 
I wanted to make an automated auction site. 
Idk how to accomplish this.... 
It's just something I've wanted to do....
I've wanted to make an auction site for my city.... 
Where people can auction off their stuff....
I'm sure if I code it I can find a programmer to program it. 
That is one thing that I have a hard time with. 

I haven't coded anything for a really long time... 
Depression has a way of doing that
and making lots of things not really matter....
And draining a person of energy.