Override

I got a notice in the mail saying that a doctor did an override
to get into my medical records long after I left her "care"
at the hospital after she refused to make a referral for me
to get into CMHA to get the therapy she told me I need. For BPD.
So I left the hospital and left her "care"
and then 2 months later she's doing an override
to access my restricted medical records....

So I'm going to be making a call to the department
that sent me the letter and I'll be telling them
that if she wants into my medical records again, 
that she needs my WRITTEN CONSENT
WHICH I AM NOT WILLING TO GIVE TO HER. 
I'll be speaking with my doctor, too. 
To see what I can do about this.

That is a breach of privacy. Literally.
I've had nothing to do with her since I left the hospital. 
And I left the hospital because of her.

She wanted to bring something up from my records
FROM 9 YEARS AGO
IN FRONT OF THE SOCIAL WORKER
WHO HAD NO BUSINESS KNOWING ANYTHING ABOUT IT.
WITHOUT MY CONSENT.
SO WHERE WAS MY PRIVACY THEN?

So I'll be talking to that department. 
To see what can be done about her "override."
My medical records are restricted for a reason. 

She so thinks she can do whatever she wants to.
I'm so not happy about this.
Invasion of my privacy.
Any dealings I had with her ended
when I left the hospital 2 months ago.

Anyway, a lady from my building saw the cops
taking me to the hospital and apparently she was gossiping about me
because someone told my friend's mother
who then told my friend.
If I wanted everyone to know, I would tell them. 

I ended up telling my friend about it, 
because he knew the cops were here. 
He had a couple months to call me
to ask about it, but didn't. 
I was talking to him briefly on his birthday
and he brought it up.

Said he was going to call me back later, but didn't. 

I'm outta sight, outta mind. 
Unless someone wants something from me, right?
THEN suddenly I'm something to them. 
Like if they have nowhere to go....
Or they heard I came into some money....

Or they want to know something about me....
Or something like that. Otherwise they don't think twice about me.

Just been so done with most people. 

Like ****. I keep hearing he wants to make a return. 
But he knows I'm not putting up with his sh*t. 
Not anymore. He knows that I know a thing or two about him. 
He was trying to make me jealous but it blew up in his face.
He wanted someone else, got with her
and NOW wants to reunite? HA! HA! HA!

After all the sh*t he put me through....
He'd be lucky if I even heard him out. 
Because I know the truth now.
He never wanted me, he wants attention.
From whoever he can get it from
and when he can't get any, THAT'S when he was coming MY way.
He just wanted me stuck on him. He liked that. Not me.

If he wanted me, he had plenty of opportunities
to come CORRECT and do what was RIGHT
AND TELL ME THE TRUTH.
HE HAD TO GO AND PLAY GAMES
UNTIL HE OUTTED HIMSELF.

NOW HE CAN GO PLAY IN KARMA LAND.
HE DIDN'T WANT TO SEE ME WITH ANYONE, 
BUT HE KNEW I WAS WAITING FOR HIM.
HE WAS INVESTED IN SOMEONE ELSE.

While I sort out my life.... Or what is left of it.

I also have to contact my lawyer. 
I got a letter saying that I don't have a retainer
to sue the driver who caused the accident. 
I've been going after the insurance company
for the bus company. 
Because they left us high and dry after the fact.
Left us stranded at the hospital in the middle of nowhere.
Nowhere to even go after we got out.
And the dude straight up harrassed me
after asking to use his phone to call the bus company
to get our luggage sent back to Ottawa from Toronto
and it took f*cking 5 days... To get it back.

So I really just want to get my settlement from the insurance company
and get on with my life.
Because I just want my compensation and for it to be over with.

So I have to contact my lawyer.

I could sue the driver, but I'm suing the company.
Because of the bullsh*t.
Leaving us stranded and failure to return our luggage for 5 days. 
It was all like insult to injury.

I could sue the driver. He's lucky I'm not.
I still have time to do that.
But I have to talk to the lawyer about it.
If I can just sue the insurance company, I'll do that.

I'm not out for blood. Just compensation. 
And not even because I feel entitled to it.
Never sued anyone before in my life.

Maybe I can sue the doctor for breaching my privcy
while I'm no longer in her care.... Maybe I'll do that.
WHAT GIVES HER THE RIGHT TO BREACH MY PRIVACY
WITHOUT MY CONSENT?
WHO TF DOES SHE THINK SHE IS?

I AM NOT OKAY WITH THAT.

AND I WILL LET THAT BE KNOWN VERY SOON.

So now I want to know what I can do about that.