FTN

Tired, but kept waking up. Back to sleep soon. 
Keep watching tarot readings. 
I feel they resonate with me.
Most of them keep saying that someone from my past
wants to return, but... I really doubt it.

I have a feeling that he wants a girl who has money
and "lost interest" in me when he realized I don't have any.

It seems people seem to like me when I have money
and they seem to gravitate towards others when I don't.

I want people to see me as I am. 
Not look at me like I either am or are not a meal ticket.

Because F*CK THAT NOISE!

It's weird that one post I have got like 61 comments. 
Some of them are me replying to comments.
But it's strange that the one post I made got that many comments
and the rest get zip. 

I'm working on building a blog on Wordpress. 
About all kinds of business related stuff.
Mostly, it's been posting Wordpress tips and tricks.
Since I'm using Wordpress.

Going to be adding some affiliate posts and stuff like that.
Then I'm going to try to do some advertising when I get more set up.
I have yet to do any advertising because I feel I need something
worth advertising. So been working on setting it up.
Every day I've been tweaking this and tweaking that....
Still have a long way to go, but getting closer.

It bugs me that Wordpress is so damn complicated. 
Not like Blogger at all. 

Anyway, I'm still working on getting things set up
and navigating Wordpress.
Hoping to have something substantial soon.
I have a lot to learn when it comes to building a profit blog
and all of that type of thing.

Others are doing it. I can learn to do it, too. 
It's a big learning curve, but not impossible. 

I left a message for my lawyer
and I left a message for the privacy commision. 
About that doctor overriding my consent to access my records.

I need to get out of the apartment today, though
and go for a walk. Been getting stiff
and my back has been feeling worse. 
Also, haven't been eating enough. 

Maybe grab some sushi if I can.
I have to get a few things. Some fruit would be nice, too.

Just have to be careful about how much money I spend
because I go broke before the month is over.

So yeah, I'm getting stuff figured out on that blog
which is why I'm posting less on this blog. 
I'm working around my emotions more.
I think that I'm supressing a lot. 
Because that's all I know how to do
and just trying to focus on this goal I have right now.

I'm hoping to have something substantial by next summer.
And then start really delving into things.

It'll be interesting and even better if I manage to pull it off.

I have my hands full with this project because it is a big project.
If it is a success, which I hope that it is, I'll be pretty happy with it.

Anyway, I got a lot of work to do today.
I have to redo my pages and get stuff set up.
And I have to go for a walk today to gtfo of here.