I had a date the other night. We went to the movies and afterwards we we supposed to go to the pub, but after the movies, he told me he was going to go take a piss. So I waited for him and he didn't come back. I got sick of waiting, he was gone. I went to a bar by myself and had a few drinks alone. Then I went home. Why can't I have a decent date? What is so wrong with me that this stuff happens to me?
The medication isn't helping much anymore. The old feelings have returned. I feel like I'll never have my dreams come true. Dreams don't come true for everyone. It just seems that everyone has somebody and I'm stuck being alone. Even ugly people have someone.
I don't want to sound full of myself, but I could probably get laid if I wanted to. I mean that's all guys seem to want from me. That's not what I want. You don't always get what you want, neither do I. When is it going to be my turn to share some good news in regards to a relationship? I'm starting to think that there is something seriously wrong with me that a guy would sleep with me, but he wouldn't be my boyfriend. Everyone tells me that I have lots of time, that I'm still young, but what does any of that matter when I'm still alone?
3 comments:
OMG! Seriously? Like, how does someone manage to dissapear like that? He just went to take a leak and never came back? That's some kinda crazy magic trick! Your date must have been a special breed of coward.
I'm appalled. That's a pretty slimey thing to do...Hopefully at least the movie was good?
I think what they mean when they say "you're still young" is that you have the time still to grow personally, learn and try to make a connection with different types of people. That you can still make "mistakes" without them seriously affecting your life. Which sounds great but when you get older they say "It's not the end of the world" and it means basically the same thing.. ;)
My God .. that's just awful he did that. If there isn't a connection or things aren't going well instead of leading someone on to think that it MAY be going well, he should have said something to you. He should have said "hun, I don't think this is working out so I think it's best that we just part now".
A little courtesy goes a long way and at the same time I think you would have appreciated his honesty instead of standing you up like that.
It's a shame that he went and did what he did. It may sound cliche but hang in there hun .. I am VERY sure there is someone who is worthy of you and will make you the happiest girl alive.
Trust me....relationships are overrated.
I know from experience
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