Had Some Rest

I am feeling better now. I think that by the end of the day I will feel even better than I do now. My heart is pumping really fast. I still have a lot of thinking to do, but in the end, it will be worth it. I don't need to be in a relationship to feel validated. Relationships are complicated things that don't usually work out for me. I don't need the complications, I don't need the stress. I just need to be with friends who actually care. Most of the time I need to be by myself. The headache is gone today. Maybe because I started taking my medication again today. I feel like I did when I first started taking the stuff. My body has to adjust to it all over again. It is a weird feeling that I'm going to have to get used to. Hopefully I will start feeling better about life in general. We'll see about that. I just have to take one day at a time and learn to let the little things go because they really don't matter and they sure as heck won't matter ten years down the road. They might not even matter tomorrow. Who knows? All I know is that I'm going to stop wasting my time. I'm going to do something good with my life and I'm going to really start taking care of myself. The healthier I am, the happier I will be. I just have to keep jogging and keep thinking positively. They say that success starts the moment you start moving towards a wothwhile goal. This is my goal. What's your goal?