Faith in Healing

Well, I guess it is time to just let it go. It is over and I am ok. That is all I can ask for. I am trying to stay up as long as I can. Well long enough to say what I want to say and then I will have to go to bed. I just need to wait a little while longer. It seems that I have been staying up all night. I don't know if he will be online tonight. I hope he will be, I have been waiting all night to talk to him. I guess it is ok if I don't get to talk to him tonight because there will be other nights. I'm just wondering if he will be there. If not, I have been staying up for nothing. It is ok I guess. I will just be very tired tomorrow though. I just want a little something to think about when I go to sleep tonight.

I have to have faith in the healing process because no matter how bad it was, it could have been worse than it was. I got away ok. I got home safe that night. That is all that really matters. Things do get better. I just have to believe in the unbelievable. Only time will tell. It just takes time and faith.