If It Affected Them...

It's been frustrating lately. 
Where do I even start?

Did I tell you about the time that I let someone stay with me
And they projected all their crap on me
to the point that I kicked him out...

And I said that it was about his attitude.
So he goes: "How's this for attitude?"
Took my baseball bat and smashed my antique mirror
which happened to be a family heirloom... 

That's the thanks I got.
For giving him a room for 7 months...

And putting up with his sh*t
until I literally couldn't anymore. 

Talk about reaching my literal breaking point...
And he left with my key. 

Like my ex took off with the keys to the place we worked at.
And I was the one who had to call the BOSS 
to tell him what happened. 

After getting punched in the head.
Because I tried kicking him to MAKE him
LET GO OF MY WRISTS.

Like I go out of my way to do things for people...
And they want to NOT take accountability
FOR ANYTHING THEY DO
And I don't want to take accountability FOR them
BECAUSE I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO DO THAT.

Alright... NEXT...

The pharmacy has been driving me crazy. 
They waited 7 MONTHS.... To TELL me
that I needed to RENEW MY PRESCRIPTION...

I went there, in person, FOR THAT WHOLE TIME...
TO PICK UP MY MEDICATION...

AND THEY NEVER SAID A WORD ABOUT IT
UNTIL I TOLD THEM THAT THEY DIDN'T INCLUDE IT
WITH THE REST OF MY MEDICATION
AND I WENT OFF IT FOR 2 WEEKS. 

I wasn't aware that my prescription needed to be renewed for 7 months
because they kept giving it to me anyway. 

So because they kept giving it to me, 
without saying anything...
I wasn't AWARE that they needed it to be renewed. 

This actually happened before and they waited for 4 months...
I thought the problem was solved, but I guess it wasn't.

AFTER the first time... It shouldn't be an issue for me AGAIN.
And I didn't get an apology for the mess up
when they didn't include it for 2 weeks. 

"Sorry, this won't happen again." That would be nice. 
Some acknowledge that they made a mistake.
IT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD TO SAY:
"Sorry, this won't happen again."

It shouldn't even happened the FIRST time.
WHAT REALLY BOTHERS ME IS WHEN PEOPLE
WHO ARE SUPPOSED TO BE DOING THEIR JOBS, 
ARE NOT DOING THEIR JOBS.

ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM WORKING WITH THEM
AND THEY ARE SITTING ON THEIR @SS 
WATCHING ME WORK
LIKE THEY EXPECT ME TO DO EVERYTHING.

I wasn't even mad that they made a mistake. 
Because mistakes happen...  

What I got upset about is that they could have told me right away.
CONSIDERING I WENT THERE IN PERSON
DURING THE WHOLE TIME NOBODY SAID ANYTHING TO ME.
DURING THE 7 MONTHS I WENT THERE...

IN FREAKING PERSON. 


And then... I have these forms to get signed. 
I need a witness's signature on the forms.
To verify my identity.

TO GET MONEY OWED TO ME FROM 2007.
THAT THEY COULD JUST DEPOSIT INTO MY BANK.
LIKE THEY ALREADY SHOULD HAVE DONE BACK THEN.

So these things have been frustrating.
Because NOW I have to go to the clinic AGAIN
to tell them my prescription needs to be RENEWED
which my doctor should ALREADY KNOW
AND COULD HAVE JUST DONE FOR ME.

SINCE SHE IS MY FREAKING DOCTOR.
I TRIED CALLING THE CLINIC
AND THE RECEPTIONISTS AREN'T EVEN ANSWERING THE PHONE
MOST OF THE TIME...

I had to just let this crap out. 
It just really bothers me
that when people are BEING PAID to do certain things...
AND THEY AREN'T DOING THEM...

And it's like they expect me to do their jobs for them. 
Like, take accountability for THEIR SH*T.

I get so damn frustrated that I try really hard not to get angry
about all this stupid sh*t.
These issues don't even need to happen. 

Like, I shouldn't have to TELL ANYONE...
THIS is your job. DO your job. 

Anyway, I have to change my approach sometimes
because apparently being extremely upfront
about the fact that I am aggravated to the point
that I don't even have the patience for anyone to WAKE TF UP...
AND REALIZE A BUNCH OF THINGS...

LIKE IT WOULD PROBABLY BOTHER THEM
IF THEY EXPECTED ME TO DO MY JOB
AND I WASN'T DOING IT
AND IT AFFECTED THEM...