Saw Something

Defnitely saw something white flutter in my window.
It's night so it wasn't a bird, and it was bigger 
than most birds around here.
Barely saw it so don't know what it was.
All I saw was white, and it like fluttered away.
As soon as I saw it. 
So that I couldn't get a good look at it.
Also, I'm on the 8th floor... 
Never saw anything like it.
So I don't know what it could have been.

Been messing with some paranormal detection software tonight.
One is a trial mode thing, 
the other is the full version.
The trial version shuts off after an hour, 
and as soon as it shut off, the other one
registered the word off....

Did two separate sessions with the trial one
and it can register words and pictures. 
Out of 1500 words, it registered the word road.
And on the second session, it registered a picture of a road.
And the other software registered the word drive.

One of the words on the second one is blizzard.
Don't know if one is heading this way or not.

I don't know what the future holds.
Trying not to be scared, 
but I feel like I need to get out of here.

Anyway, I left to go outside for a walk last night....
I saw a car a few times. I watched
as the driver did a u-turn
and I crossed to the other side of the street.
Always good to put distance in between

I may have written about it yesterday....

But I did see something white
fluttering in my window tonight. 
And one of the words that registered was flew.

Never seen anything like that before.
I just looked up briefly, at the window
and it was like whatever it was flew away.
But I never see any birds at night....

I don't know what I saw, 
but it was white
and in my window.
And I definitely saw something.

And as high up I am.... 
I can only think "bird"
but I never see any birds at night.
It was all white
and the size of a raven....
So wasn't any type of bird around here....

Been getting spooked at night....
But I definitely saw something.

And that car definitely made a u-turn.
I was getting spooked so I watched to see if 
they were going to loop back, and they did...

So I crossed the street before they could reach me
and I watched them keep going. 
They didn't stop....

Not sure what I would have done if they had
because I was a ways from the gas station.

Supposed to be a curfew here
because of covid, but I forgot about it.
I rarely leave the apartment these days....

But been staying up at night.
Until daybreak.
I don't know why I feel like it's 'safer'
to sleep when the sun is up....

But I do get paranoid about staying here.

Sometimes I think it'd be 'safer' to live somewhere else.

Anyway, I saw something in my window tonight.
It was white and I don't know what it was.