What Bugs Me Also

If I were "expected to wait for him"
I WOULD HAVE BEEN EXPECTED
TO WAIT 12 FKN YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!

WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING THAT!

YOU SEE?

Did I agree to WAIT? DID I? NO!

REASONABLY, OKAY....
WITHIN REASON, OKAY.

BUT TO BE TREATED THE WAY I WAS TREATED....

THEN..... "HOLD ON FOR 12 YEARS...." WTF?

AND AFTER 12 YEARS? DID I GET RESPECT THEN? NO?

NOW IT'S "WHAT CAN I LOSE?" WHEN THEY LOOK AT ME?
THEY ALREADY LOST! FORFEIT!

THEY ALL KNOW WHAT THEY DID!
THEY CHOSE TO DO IT!

THEY WON'T SAY: "SORRY I CHOSE TO TREAT YOU LIKE DIRT, A***."

"I HAVE LOTS OF OPTIONS! I CAN TREAT A*** LIKE DIRT!"
FK NO!

A*** WALKS AWAY FROM THAT SH*T AND KEEPS WALKING.

IF THEY WANT TO TAKE RISKS, THEY CAN GO FOR IT!

THEY DID THAT.

FOR NOTHING.

THEN THEY WANT TO "SHOOT THEIR SHOT"?
ON WHAT?

ON ANYTHING SOLID? 

ONLY BECAUSE I COULD BE WITH SOMEONE ELSE?

LIKE I SHOULD LET THE BS GO?

LIKE THEY DIDN'T INTENTIONALLY DO WHAT THEY DID?