September 23rd

 It's been almost 10 days without the internet. 

This computer keeps crashing. 

I had a bunch of stuff written...

And *crash* got back to the first line only lol.

I really do appreciate the autosave.

Anyway... Was just thinking about that meeting.

And how she came up to my place after that.

She wasn't "checking on me." She was giving herself an excuse.

To try to make herself look better.

But it backfired because it made them look worse for doing it.

They had no reason to do it.

"Why would she act like that?"

SOMETHING MUST BE WRONG WITH HER.

SIMPLY HAVING AN OPINION AND NOT BEING ALLOWED

TO JUST HAVE IT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE IS.

IS THE PROBLEM.

AND NOT WANTING TO STAY FOR THE MEETING.

"SHE DIDN'T WANT TO STAY FOR THE MEETING?"

SOMETHING MUST BE WRONG WITH HER.

WHY WOULD I SIT THERE? THROUGH A SUGAR ON BS MEETING?

I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN THAT SO I WENT TO GO DO THEM. OKAY?

JUST THAT.

WAS I NOT ALLOWED TO?

The fact she came to my door what I never told her I wanted to talk to her after the meeting...

NEVER ONCE DID I TELL HER I WANTED TO TALK TO HER AFTER THE MEETING

AND SHE SHOWED UP AT MY DOOR?! WTF?

THAT SH*T P*SSED ME OFF.

ON THURSDAY I'M GOING TO GIVE THE SALAS PEEPS THE KEY TO THE SHED TO GIVE TO HER.

BUT OTHERWISE I HAVE ZERO REASON TO TALK TO HER AND I DON'T WANT TO.

IF I TOLD HER I WANTED TO TALK TO HER AND SHE SHOWED UP AT MY DOOR...

WOULD BE ONE THING, BUT I NEVER FKN DID.

SHE INVITED HERSELF TO MY FKN DOOR.

NOT COOL WITH IT.

IT WOULDN'T BE COOL OF ME TO INVITE MYSELF TO HER DOOR.

ESPECIALLY WITH BS.

AND WHAT DOES SHE SAY AFTER I TOLD HER TO HER FACE

THAT I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO HER?

"YOU HAVE MY NUMBER IF YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND."

WTF?

MY MIND WAS ALREADY MADE UP WHEN I SAID:

"I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU."

BECAUSE I HAVE A REASON THAT I DON'T!

I'M NOT GOING TO SAY IT AND THEN FKN CALL YOU! FK!

THAT'S HOW FKN DELUSIONAL SHE IS!

I TOLD HER TO HER FACE THAT I DIDN'T!

I TOLD HER TO HER FACE WHY I DIDN'T!

SHE STILL WOULDN'T ACCEPT THAT! 

THAT'S HOW FULL OF THEMSELVES SOME PEOPLE ARE!

DO I WANT TO TALK TO PEOPLE LIKE THAT?

WHO THINK THEY ARE ABOVE EVERYONE TO TALK DOWN TO THEM?

NO? I DON'T?

WOULD YOU?

PROBABLY NOT!