If I'm Not Seen, I'm Gone

If you know, I used to wait and wait and wait.
FOR PEOPLE TO MAKE UP THEIR MINDS ABOUT ME.
FOR THEM TO WANT TO GET TO KNOW ME.
AS A PERSON.

IF THEY HAVE A LONG TIME...
WHERE THEY COULD HAVE TALKED TO ME
AND COULD HAVE HUNG OUT WITH ME,
BUT CHOSE NOT TO....
TO PUT ME ON THE SHELF FOR "LATER,"

IF THEY ACT LIKE A POS WHEN I SAY I'M NOT GOOD WITH THAT, 
THEN I CAN LEAVE.

I don't have to wait and keep waiting.
JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE GOT MAD
THAT I DON'T FKN WANT TO WAIT ANYMORE!

FOR BASIC HONESTY?
IF I HAVE TO WAIT FOR THAT?!
WHY WOULD I WANT TO?

IF YOU CAN'T SEE WHY YOU SHOULD BE HONEST, 
THEN FK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When I invited him to go to the show with me
HE COULD HAVE TOLD ME YES OR NO.
HE LEFT ME HANGING.

THEN I SAID I DON'T NEED ANY FAKE FRIENDS...
HE FLIPS ON A FKN DIME!

DO I? DO NEED FAKE FRIENDS?
THEN HE FKN UNFRIENDED ME.

THEN HE INSULTED ME.

THEN I TOLD HIM HE SHOULD CHANGE HIS FB STATUS!
NO MIXED MESSAGES FOR ANYONE ELSE!
WHY SHOULD OTHER GIRLS THINK HE IS SINGLE?
WHEN HE TOLD ME HE FKN ISN'T????????????????

THEN HE WENT OFF ON ME FOR TELLING HIM
TO JUST BE FKN HONEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THAT HE ISN'T FKN SINGLE IF HE FKN ISN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND I AM GLAD THAT HE TOLD ME INSTEAD OF GOING TO
THE SHOW WITH ME!

I WOULDN'T WANT TO GO WITH SOMEONE'S BF!
AND NOT KNOWING WOULD MAKE IT WORSE!!!!!!!!!

SO HE TOLD ME I'M PLAYING "THE VICTIM!"
BECAUSE????? HE WAS BEING FKN UNFAIR???????????
AND GOT MAD THAT I LOST INTEREST??????
AM I SUPPOSED TO BE FKN INTERESTED IN THAT?

THAT'S LIKE MIRROR SMASHER
WAITING TO FKN HAPPEN
ALL OVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY WOULD I DO THAT SH*T AGAIN?