Mini Bazooka

The dream I had last night...
I was homeless so I was staying with an ex-coworker.
One I used to have a crush on... 
Somehow we acquired a powerful gun
like a mini bazooka or something like that. 
For whatever reason, I fired it indoors.
It went through a wall and into a neighbor's apartment. 
Nobody was hurt because nobody was home at the time. 

When the neighbor came back, he was angry about the hole in the wall. 
We tried apologizing, many times. We ended up fixing it. 

I thought there could be something between this ex-coworker
due to the way we looked at each other. 
I started overthinking about it so I had to ask him
if he had a girlfriend. He told me that he did. 

Part of me wanted to leave immediately.
Even though I didn't have anywhere to go.
Because it would be too hard for me
to see him with someone else
and I didn't want to be there while she was there.
 
And part of me was curious about this girl
to see what he was attracted to about her. 
If that makes any sense. 

I waited and waited for him to go pick her up. 
I guess I mean for them to return. 
He was taking her shopping. 

When they got back, I left.

It was around that time that I woke up.

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Other than that... Just been working on my projects.
I found some code that looks like iPhone messages. 
I'm working on trying to figure out
how to animate them to make them more engaging. 

Animation adds a layer of interaction
because it's something to watch AND read. 
Grabs the reader's attention. 

Maybe I'll put some code on this blog. I don't know yet. 

The pigeon came back a few times. 
I scared him away by accident. 

Just been really tired lately.
It's the kind of tiredness that I could sleep for a million years
and still need more sleep. I don't like that feeling. 
I should probably go out today. Most times I don't feel like it.
Then I stay home and work on my projects until I go to bed. 
Then I repeat that. When I think it looks decent, 
I start to think it could look better and I try to make it look better. 

So it's one of those things where I want to perfect it
but it takes forever...