Got lots of energy today. To do things that need to be done.
However, this is both good and bad...
I have to work tonight.
Another day/night burning the candle at both ends.
I often do this. It isn't good.
I exhaust myself and need to recharge.
Unfortunately, I exhaust my mind so much that I forget.
All my mental energy has been spent, when I don't sleep.
Then I forget HOW to recharge.
My charger is broken, or forgot how to use it.
That's not good.
Productivity is what makes me feel good.
Boosts my confidence.
Which makes me more productive.
Which gives me more confidence.
Had to start with the little things. Chores.
Pretty soon, I'll have goals.
The problem I am having is that I need to be more specific.
I need to be detail oriented.
Which calls for me to pay more attention. Close attention.
Over-generalization means that I was too broad. Too vague.
What did I want to do? I had general goals.
Gotta add specifics. Narrow it down, until it can't get more specific.
Who, What, When, Where, Why, How. All of those.
Not just what.
Who... Is me. That's who.
What... Most of that has yet to be determined
When... Is every day. Has to be consistent. Or it won't work.
That was another issue. It is hard to push myself to do things. Lack of self-motivation.
The desire is there. I want to be where it's ideal for me to be.
Because I've been patient. To a fault. I waited too long for this.
I can't just wait... and... wait... All my life.
There's a time to wait, and a time to get in gear.
Because I've wanted this for so long.
Because of all the pain, I've become stronger.
Because I need it.
Because I have to work for it.
Because the way I've been living isn't working anymore. It never was.
Because if I want it bad enough, I'll do it. It's a very small percent of people who do succeed.
The ones who are lucky are the ones
with the tools.
with the knowledge.
with the experience.
with the advantages.
with the opportunities.
with the abilities.
with the skills.
with hope, and faith.
Use the tools, knowledge, experience, abilities to create the advantages.
Take advantage of the opportunities.
Hope for the good outcomes
Have faith in yourself that you'll get the opportunities.
Or do something that will set up the opportunities for you.
They are there. Waiting to be taken.
Waiting to be seen and taken.
Most of the time we miss opportunities.
Because it can be hard to see them for what they are.
For what they can do. For what they mean.
The more often we see them, the more we'll recognize them
But it's not just that. Timing.
Good timing can be crucial.
The trouble is bad timing.
The hard thing is knowing when's the right time.
That's seems a lot to those who don't have all of that.
But the answer is: Those we can give to ourselves.
We aren't all given gifts like that. Sometimes we have to give gifts to ourselves.
I'm not talking about giving ourself materialistic gifts (something that can be bought)
I'm taking about those things above. The gift of the rewards from working hard.
The gift of satisfaction. Funny how the word 'action' is at the end of satisfaction?
I don't think that's a mere coincidence.
Patience is great to have,
but having too much means waiting for nothing.
Or waiting for something we could have had,
had we just taken the opportunities
we had to do it over the time we have had to do it.
I've had a lot of time. I've wasted it. I wasted it waiting.
Because I've been patient with the universe.
The universe has been patient with me.
I need patience for it, but have to give it action.
I need action from it, but it needs patience for me.
Increase the action,
Increase the results.
I'm giving what I'm getting.
I'm getting what I'm giving.
If I don't do enough, I won't get enough.
If I don't do what I'm supposed to do,
I won't get out of life what I'm supposed to get.
And it's not about feeling entitled. That's not what this is about.
It's all about taking steps in the right direction.
However, this is both good and bad...
I have to work tonight.
Another day/night burning the candle at both ends.
I often do this. It isn't good.
I exhaust myself and need to recharge.
Unfortunately, I exhaust my mind so much that I forget.
All my mental energy has been spent, when I don't sleep.
Then I forget HOW to recharge.
My charger is broken, or forgot how to use it.
That's not good.
Productivity is what makes me feel good.
Boosts my confidence.
Which makes me more productive.
Which gives me more confidence.
Had to start with the little things. Chores.
Pretty soon, I'll have goals.
The problem I am having is that I need to be more specific.
I need to be detail oriented.
Which calls for me to pay more attention. Close attention.
Over-generalization means that I was too broad. Too vague.
What did I want to do? I had general goals.
Gotta add specifics. Narrow it down, until it can't get more specific.
Who, What, When, Where, Why, How. All of those.
Not just what.
Who... Is me. That's who.
What... Most of that has yet to be determined
When... Is every day. Has to be consistent. Or it won't work.
That was another issue. It is hard to push myself to do things. Lack of self-motivation.
The desire is there. I want to be where it's ideal for me to be.
Because I've been patient. To a fault. I waited too long for this.
I can't just wait... and... wait... All my life.
There's a time to wait, and a time to get in gear.
Because I've wanted this for so long.
Because of all the pain, I've become stronger.
Because I need it.
Because I have to work for it.
Because the way I've been living isn't working anymore. It never was.
Because if I want it bad enough, I'll do it. It's a very small percent of people who do succeed.
The ones who are lucky are the ones
with the tools.
with the knowledge.
with the experience.
with the advantages.
with the opportunities.
with the abilities.
with the skills.
with hope, and faith.
Use the tools, knowledge, experience, abilities to create the advantages.
Take advantage of the opportunities.
Hope for the good outcomes
Have faith in yourself that you'll get the opportunities.
Or do something that will set up the opportunities for you.
They are there. Waiting to be taken.
Waiting to be seen and taken.
Most of the time we miss opportunities.
Because it can be hard to see them for what they are.
For what they can do. For what they mean.
The more often we see them, the more we'll recognize them
But it's not just that. Timing.
Good timing can be crucial.
The trouble is bad timing.
The hard thing is knowing when's the right time.
That's seems a lot to those who don't have all of that.
But the answer is: Those we can give to ourselves.
We aren't all given gifts like that. Sometimes we have to give gifts to ourselves.
I'm not talking about giving ourself materialistic gifts (something that can be bought)
I'm taking about those things above. The gift of the rewards from working hard.
The gift of satisfaction. Funny how the word 'action' is at the end of satisfaction?
I don't think that's a mere coincidence.
but having too much means waiting for nothing.
Or waiting for something we could have had,
had we just taken the opportunities
we had to do it over the time we have had to do it.
I've had a lot of time. I've wasted it. I wasted it waiting.
Because I've been patient with the universe.
The universe has been patient with me.
I need patience for it, but have to give it action.
I need action from it, but it needs patience for me.
Increase the action,
Increase the results.
I'm giving what I'm getting.
I'm getting what I'm giving.
If I don't do enough, I won't get enough.
If I don't do what I'm supposed to do,
I won't get out of life what I'm supposed to get.
And it's not about feeling entitled. That's not what this is about.
It's all about taking steps in the right direction.
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