Last night, I helped my friend pack. I think we got some stuff done. But... There's more to do today, that I will be doing, while he is at work. I've got an appointment to go to this afternoon, then, I'm coming back here to help with whatever is left. I don't know how I get talked into helping as much as I do. I don't really want to come back here tonight, but I will. I'm hoping that I will get to sleep early tonight because I do not plan to stay here all night, again.
Things were pretty good yesterday. My Grandmother actually ate quite a bit yesterday. She ate all her breakfast, don't know about lunch, but dinner went really well. It made me so happy. Of course the doctors could be wrong about how long she's expected to live. They've been wrong about me, before. (Not the same doctors, but doctors don't know everything. Some of them think they do, but they do not.) So things are looking up, now. I hope that continues.
That guy (who I dated once and who contacted me recently) contacted me again. "Sorry if I bothered you, just wanted to say hi." Why?! It's not like we really kept in touch. He's with someone. So why bother contacting me?!
So, I'm going to sleep a little bit more. Before I start working. I stayed up late and woke up early. Seems to be my trend these days. That's why I didn't want to come back here tonight. I want to go home and sleep in my own bed. I want to relax. I don't know why I help my friends as much as I do. I need to be taking care of myself. Other people should be taking care of themselves. (If they can). If not, yes, I'll do what needs to be done. But there is stuff I need to get done, for myself.
To be continued....
Things were pretty good yesterday. My Grandmother actually ate quite a bit yesterday. She ate all her breakfast, don't know about lunch, but dinner went really well. It made me so happy. Of course the doctors could be wrong about how long she's expected to live. They've been wrong about me, before. (Not the same doctors, but doctors don't know everything. Some of them think they do, but they do not.) So things are looking up, now. I hope that continues.
That guy (who I dated once and who contacted me recently) contacted me again. "Sorry if I bothered you, just wanted to say hi." Why?! It's not like we really kept in touch. He's with someone. So why bother contacting me?!
So, I'm going to sleep a little bit more. Before I start working. I stayed up late and woke up early. Seems to be my trend these days. That's why I didn't want to come back here tonight. I want to go home and sleep in my own bed. I want to relax. I don't know why I help my friends as much as I do. I need to be taking care of myself. Other people should be taking care of themselves. (If they can). If not, yes, I'll do what needs to be done. But there is stuff I need to get done, for myself.
To be continued....
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