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Sunday, July 13, 2014

Why Didn't I Think of This Before?

I just had an idea. But we'll see what comes of it. I'll need to pitch the idea and get help for it to work. Here's hoping. Wanna know what it is?

Well, I want to ask my friend's brother to help me set up a surprise party for her. I made an ass of myself last year because I got too drunk. I ruined the party. I want so badly to make up for it. I really was not myself when I was drunk and I felt snubbed by a few of her friends. Maybe they will see that I've changed. Maybe they will see a bit of the real me. But that's not my motive. I want her to have a better party than last year. To be genuinely surprised. To know that I do care about and love her.

We haven't been close in a long time. We met when we went to the same school. Became friends. She was pretty much my best friend. Was there for me. I moved away and she was devastated because it was a hasty move and I thought that I'd still get to see her.

Since then, we've grown up. She has a family of her own, now. Expecting her third child.

I can write about my idea here because she doesn't read my blog. I don't tell a lot of people about it. So when people find it, it's mostly by chance.

I'll have to figure out how to ask him. I have only thrown 1 party before, ever. So doing party stuff is still new to me. I don't go to many parties. But the good news is that there's still lots of time to plan it because her birthday is in October. At least, it isn't a short notice type of thing so maybe he'll go for it. After all, it's for his baby sister. And she's having a baby. Had a stressful year last year with her father passing away and a lot on her mind this year with the new baby coming.

I don't know why I didn't think of this sooner. Can't hurt to at least ask what he thinks about the idea.  

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