No BBQ

I'm going to look for a new job. I thought it would be OK there for a while, but I'm already getting sick of it. I'm getting stressed out because it's way too much work for me to handle by myself and they keep adding MORE! I'm trying the best that I can and they are just taking advantage of me. So now I'm going to do something about that. I don't like being pushed around. I'd put up with it for longer if they paid more, but it's not worth it.

I want a satisfying job and I don't feel satisfied working there. So I'd better do something about that.

I doubt that I'm going to that BBQ that I was invited to. I really wanted to go. I can't get out there. I don't have a car and even if I did, I can't drive. So that's a bummer, but I keep telling myself that it's not the end of the world if I don't go. Besides, the last time I had a chance to talk to the guy who invited me, he pretty much ignored me. I hadn't talked to him in like 2 years and he didn't seem to want to talk to me. It wasn't a date anyway. He was supposed to call me and he never did, so why should I go to his party when he can't even call me? Or talk to me when he's got the chance?

I have to get ready for work. I really don't want to go in tonight. Every night they add more work to my load and I have more work to do than the other 2 there on my shift. It really bothers me that we're not given an equal amount of work to do because it's not like I get paid more for doing more. so I'd rather get another job. To hell with this bullsh*t.