I Think This Will Be a Good Day

I have internet at home now! I am excited and happy. I can finally post when I feel like it and not have to drag my sorry ass down to the Library to use a computer there. Although I still like going to the Library. It's just not the best place to meet guys. Not a lot of guys go to the Library so I guess it's slim pickings.

Been working nights. I think I might be working in Kanata permanently on weekends. The shifts are long and boring and I'm on camera at the desk so I have to behave myself. Otherwise they might boot me from the one site I actually seem to enjoy working at. Actually, I don't mind working at Innovapost, but it gets boring there too.

I don't like working in Kanata because the bus schedules are messed up, but I'd rather work in Kanata than the other places I've been working. They sent me to a construction site past the Airport. I was alone there all night and they didn't send anyone to check on me. It took me 2 hours to get home from there. That is what you call a PITA (pain in the ass). I took the O-train this morning. I'd take it more often if it actually went anywhere. From Greenboro to Bayview... hmmm... yeah that really takes me far.... Geez Louise. When are they going to have public transit in Ottawa that makes any sense? The schedules are messed up, the routes are messed up, the fares are messed up because they go up almost every year. It's getting rediculous. I still have a peeve about cell phones on the bus! It just gets on my nerves that people are so ignorant. If it's an important call because your boss has a firecracker up his ass, then take it, but these people: "I'll be there in five minutes." Save your breath, save your minutes.... Don't distract from my enjoyment of silence. A bus full of strangers... Silence is pretty much the only thing you want to hear.

So aside from worrying about the guy never calling me back and my inability to date (the frustrations that come with that). I know it will pass. I mean, I think I'm a nice girl. Maybe I'm too nice. I think I might be too nice. I do nice things for no reason, not expecting to get anything in return and people don't understand why I do it. It makes me happy to make someone else happy. That's the only reason I do those things. I have to make a variation of that so I can still be happy making other people happy, but I can just do all those nice things for people who won't take it the wrong way and treat me like I'm a push-over.