Keep It Inside

I have kept it all inside for so long.
For too long.
I feel like I'll never be
Strong
That everything I do
Is wrong
I've kept it all inside
That is the only place
It will ever
Belong


I can't believe how much I said
When someone seems to be listening
I can't believe what I said
To someone who said
They care
They want to help
But there is no help

I really need something. To do something. To make myself feel good.
I really wish that I could
Be able to do
Everything I should
I really wish I could
Get another chance
To prove myself
To enhance myself
To improve myself
To make a name for myself
Or else there is nothing
To hope for
Or else I should stop trying
Because it wouldn't be worth it
Anymore