Some Things Never Change....

How do I begin to explain the things that are most difficult to explain?
How can I expect anyone to understand what it is like and what it has been like?
How do I give advice to those who are to proud to consider it?

It seems like a mobius stip of existance. You know, like a figure - 8 sideways...
It keeps going from one side to the next. Back and forth, speeding and slowing at will...
Lined with potential, but never recognizing it. Never growing, always stagnantly mobile.
I knew it was never going to change, just a pattern I refused to adjust to.
I had to move on, perhaps I am better for having done so, but I can't help but to think
Maybe I left at the wrong time... Maybe I should have stayed and helped a bit.
Maybe I should have made some sacrifices...
Then I think from time to time that I had made too many sacrifices
I made those sacrifices for the wrong people, who did not consider and appreciate what I did.

Maybe it will take some time for the fear to subside for her to break off into her own direction.
I chose my path because I saw through that ego.
I saw the potential for danger
I wonder why she refuses to see
I wonder why she still stays
I wonder why she hasn't got the strength to leave
She is afraid of being alone.
She thinks she needs somebody
She taught me these patterns and I have to chose my own
She can do much better, if she tried.
She shouldn't be fooled by those Dr.Jekkle + Mr. Hyde types
It's strange. Been thinking about it for years. There are no reasons. There are no answers.
Just shouting matches and challenges of who is right, and who is wrong.
Maybe they are both wrong, to have thought it would work.
It's been so long that all she does is settle.

NEVER SETTLE!!!