I am on a path to spiritual enlightenment with hopes of finding peace and happiness in my life. When I am content with the person I wish to become, then I will be content in life itself.
I have been feeling amazing in the last couple of days. I feel like I can do anything.
At first it was a scary feeling because I wasn't sure if I was ready and to be honest I was uncomfortable with this change. It takes some getting used to, but it is good. Change and personal growth are good. With time, even the most broken of hearts can heal. Love can be the most liberating of all freedoms. I yearn to be free. In love I will be free, but I must learn to love myself and to love the life that I have been given before I will be considered for real love. There is a plan, implimenting this plan will take a lot of energy. I need to learn how to clear these blocks, to clear the barriers that hold me back from releasing this energy that I have needed for so long.
Yesterday was a start to what I hope to be a new life. Well, maybe just another chapter of my life. I am willing to let go of who I have been, of who I was. I never liked that person. I am changing inside, and it feels liberating. Maybe I am learning to love life.
I told someone I was talking to lastnight that I have seen a light before me, the light of life itself and I told him how I want to make it shine from within. I want to captivate and illuminate my soul. I want the light of life to bring me peace. With peace I will find happiness. Happiness is dependant on attitude and I knew I had a negative attitude. That is in the past. I have to leave it all behind. I feel like I am on a vacation because I am leaving the past behind me. I am taking a much needed break from stress and worry, fear and from doubt, pain and grief. Things work out with time. They seem to fall into place when you are ready to make a commitment. My commitment is to having a better life. I owe it to myself for all the pointless torture I have inflicted upon myself for all those years. If I am not currently ready to make these changes, I never will be ready. Someone told me that if I do not give myself credit for taking the steps I needed to take to help myself, then nobody else would. Perhaps we all should respect the pace of healing that we all experience in our lives. For some people it takes longer than others to realize that it is as simple as a belief that it is POSSIBLE to change and the benefits of making a POSSITIVE change. Some people are not aware of the difference a transformation could make in their own lives because they cannot even imagine what freedom can mean to them or what freedom can do for them. Everyone deserves freedom from pain, fear, doubt... From negativity. It is the negativity that holds us back from experiencing something truly miraculous.
It is time to open our hearts to heal them.
It is time to open our eyes and see the light of life.
It is time to open our minds to the possibilities.
Freedom starts with the need, then the desire.
You have to want it more than you have ever wanted anything.
Everything else falls into place with time and patience.
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