Why I Write About It

It's not to point right at the specific person....
OR I WOULD NAME NAMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT AM I? NO?

But I deserve to say how I feel about the BS.

Was trying to come back to "save their own @ss?"
OR TRY TO?

REGARDING HOW FAR IT ACTUALLY WENT?

DO I NEED TO KNOW HOW FAR IT ACTUALLY WENT?

Or do I only need to know that it went FAR ENOUGH?

But imagine.... Had I actually connected
WITH SOMEONE WHO ONLY WANTED TO PLAY GAMES?

AND RECONNECTED WHEN HE WANTED TO?
12 YEARS FKN LATER?

WOULDN'T YOU SEE THAT AS BAITING?

THEY KNEW WHAT THEY WERE DOING!

CAN'T TELL ME THEY DON'T!

SO WHATEVER "PLAN" HE HAD.....
ISN'T GOING TO WORK.

THERE HAD TO BE ONE....
TO "SUDDENLY" TRY TO COME BACK.

DID HE THINK I HAD ONE?
AS ANGRY AS I WAS....
WHY WOULD I GAF ENOUGH TO HAVE A "PLAN"?

WOULD HE EVEN BE WORTH MY FKN TIME?
AFTER THAT BS? NO?

LIKE MIRROR SMASHER REFUSING TO GET HIS SH*T OUT.

HE THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO TRAP HIM OR SOME SH*T.

BUT WHY? JUST GET YOUR FKN SH*T OUT!

THAT'S IT!

CAN'T I JUST FKN HAVE THAT?

WTF?

BUT IT'S PEOPLE WHO HAVE PLANS WHO FKN THINK I DO.

OTHERWISE THEY'D REALIZE I NEVER DID.
IT WASN'T ABOUT GETTING ANYTHING. 

WHEN YOU MISREAD ME....
YOU MISREAD THE SITUATION.... 

BUT.... I HAVE TO OBSERVE WHO YOU ARE....
AND.... HOW YOU MOVE.

IF YOU'RE TRYING TO GET SOMETHING
OUT OF DOING SOMETHING TO ME.... 

AND DON'T GET IT.......

TOO FKN BAD!

THEY THOUGHT SOMETHING ABOUT ME
THAT WASN'T FKN TRUE, OBVIOUSLY. 

SHOULDN'T EXPLAIN THAT, BASIC THINGS.

BUT PEOPLE FKN PRETEND UNTIL I SEE THEM.

AND WHEN I DO, THEY DON'T LIKE IT.....

BUT THEY CHOSE TO SHOW ME THAT SH*T.

"I'M SO SKILLFUL, I'LL MAKE A*** THINK ANYTHING!"

YOU CAN'T MAKE ME THINK
THAT YOU MAGICALLY FKN CARE.
BECAUSE I KNOW YOU FKN DON'T!

PEOPLE THINK I'M STUPID!
THEY THINK THEIR SH*T WILL WORK!

IF I FIND OUT WHATEVER BS.... 
THAT THEY KNOW I WOULDN'T HAVE DONE TO THEM....

WAS I SUPPOSED TO FKN LIE ABOUT HIM?
OR TELL THE FKN TRUTH?

WHAT ABOUT ME?
COULD HAVE TOLD THE TRUTH ABOUT ME!

BUT WHEN IT COMES TO TRYING TO RESTRICT ME.....
TRY TO GO FOR MY REPUTATION, RIGHT?

THEN BE HONEST ABOUT ME!

AND HONEST ABOUT WHATEVER THE FKN PLAN WAS.

AND WHY IT DIDN'T WORK.