Whatever... Part 2

Months ago, there was a chick I had met.
I took time out to teach her how to crochet and listened to her...
TOOK TIME OUT OF MY LIFE FOR HER. 

SHE GOT LIVID AT ME BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO JUMP ON A CALL!
AND I HAD TALKED TO HER ON A CALL FOR 6 FKN HOURS.
THE NIGHT BEFORE. 

SHE WANTED ME TO BE HER LISTENER. 
WANTED ALL MY TIME AND ENERGY.

GOT SELFISH ABOUT IT.
GOT MAD ABOUT IT. 

BECAUSE I COULDN'T STAY UP ALL FKN NIGHT!
I HAD SH*T TO DO THE NEXT DAY.

I FKN TOLD HER THAT. 
INSTEAD OF ACCEPTING I COULDN'T. THAT NIGHT, 
SHE FKN WENT ON AN HOURS LONG ATTACK AT ME. 

CALLING ME CRUEL. BECAUSE I WOULDN'T JUMP ON A CALL.

SHE TRIED CONTACTING ME TODAY. I BLOCKED HER.
I'M NOT GOING THROUGH THAT SH*T AGAIN. 
NOT WITH HER, NOT WITH ANYONE. 
SHE CAN GO FK HERSELF. 

THIS IS WHY I DON'T HAVE MANY FEMALE FRIENDS.

I CAN BE THERE, AS A FRIEND, LISTENING, CARING....
BUT IF SOMEONE TREATS ME A TYPE OF WAY....
BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T GET WHAT THEY WANTED FROM ME...
WHY TF WOULD WANT TO GIVE TO SOMEONE
WHO JUST WANTS WHAT THEY WANT
NO MATTER WHAT?

RUINED HER CHANCE TO BE MY FRIEND. 

I DON'T GIVE MANY CHANCES FOR FRIENDSHIP. 
BECAUSE MOST PEOPLE ARE SO FKN SELFISH. 

SHE "CALLED" ME FIRST. 
AND I "MISSED THE CALL"
WAS I EXPECTING HER TO TRY TO CONTACT ME? NO. 
BUT SHE DID IT TO TRY TO GET SOMETHING FROM ME. 
I ALREADY KNOW THIS. 

WHY WANT TO TALK TO SOMEONE AS "CRUEL" AS I AM?
FOR JUST NEEDING TO FKN SLEEP?
FOR NEEDING TO SLEEP?

IT COULD HAVE WAITED. 
SHE COULD HAVE JUST KEPT IT AT "GOOD NIGHT" FOR THE NIGHT. 
AND LET ME UNWIND, RECHARGE, REST.
FOR THE DAY I HAD THE NEXT DAY. 

SHE COULD HAVE WRITTEN DOWN WHAT SHE WANTED TO SAY... 
AND SAVED IT FOR THE NEXT DAY. 

I TOLD HER I WOULD MAKE TIME FOR HER THE NEXT DAY!!!!!!!!
DID I HAVE TO MAKE ANY TIME FOR HER AT ALL?

FK NO!

THAT'S THE THING. PEOPLE WANT MY FKN TIME, MY ATTENTION
THAT I COULD BE USING FOR OTHER THINGS... 

AND DON'T EVEN FKN APPRECIATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEY JUST WANT IT!!!!!!!!!!
AND WHATEVER ELSE FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND ACT LIKE A TOTAL SH*T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHEN THEY DON'T GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AM I SUPPOSED TO GIVE TOTAL SH*TS EVERYTHING THEY FKN WANT?
FK NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEY WANT TO ACT LIKE THAT?! THEY GET SH*T! FK ALL! FROM ME!

THEY LITERALLY "FORGET" THEY TREATED ME LIKE THAT!!!!
OR WANT ME TO "FORGET" ABOUT IT.
I DON'T. I FKN DON'T. 

AND I DEFINITELY DON'T WANT ANY MORE OF THAT SH*T. 
WHY WOULD I WANT THAT?

MAYBE "UNDERSTANDING" WOULD BE NICE!

UNDERSTANDING THAT I'M NOT HERE TO GIVE EVERYONE
EVERY LITTLE FKN THING THEY WANT!!!!!!!!!!
WHENEVER THEY FKN WANT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FK THEM!!!!!!! DO THEY EVEN THINK ABOUT ME???!!!! AT ALL?
IF THEY DID, WOULD THEY BE TREATING ME LIKE THAT?
AND ACTING LIKE THAT?

THEY CAN ACT LIKE THAT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. 

THEN WONDER WHY THEY FKED OFF, TOO.