For Pretend?

When you don't "fit in" easily....
Like most people can and do....
BECAUSE THEY HAVE A SIMILAR MENTALITY....

THEY WANT YOU TO DO MORE!!!!!!!!!!
TO "FIT IT" EVEN THOUGH YOU WON'T!
BECAUSE THEY WON'T ALLOW YOU TO!

When they act one way... WITH SOME PEOPLE...
AND TREAT YOU DIFFERENTLY.....

AND YOU SAY SOMETHING ABOUT THAT....
ABOUT BEING TREATED LIKE THAT.....
WHEN THEY DON'T DO THAT CRAP....
TO EVERYONE.....

RIGHT?

THEY JUST WANT ME TO "LOOK LIKE" XYZ.
AND PRETENDING TO BE NICE....
BUT I'M THE "SACRIFICE."

BECAUSE THEY ARE BOTHERED THAT I DON'T "NEED" THEM.
NO, I DON'T! 

IF I "NEEDED" THEM.... THAT WOULD BE DIFFERENT?

I was minding my own business, the other day.... 
I made a comment in a group....
Someone in the group thought my comment was funny....
We talked.... I invited him over to play NES with me. 

AFTER HE LEFT, I TAGGED HIM IN A PHOTO
OF THE NES.
NOT OF ME. I WASN'T IN IT.
IT WASN'T A PIC OF HIM AND I.
I NEVER ASKED TO TAKE ONE OF HIM AND I.
IF HE WANTED A PIC OF HIM AND I, 
MAYBE HE WOULD HAVE ASKED TO TAKE ONE, RIGHT?

AND WE JUST MET! SO WHY WOULD I DO THAT?

BUT... IT'S COOL IF OTHER PEOPLE TAG HIM, 
BECAUSE HE LET THEM DO IT.

SO I DIDN'T THINK IT'D BE A BIG DEAL.
IT WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN A BIG DEAL TO ME.

WASN'T A BIG DEAL WHEN OTHERS DID IT, RIGHT?
BECAUSE THEY WERE ALLOWED TO TAG HIM!

SINCE IT BUGGED HIM SO MUCH, I UNTAGGED HIM!

BUT HE GAVE ME EXCUSES WHY HE DIDN'T WANT ME TO.
"THERE'S GOING TO BE DRAMA!"
"WHY WOULD THERE BE DRAMA?"

IT'S BECAUSE OTHER GIRLS WOULD SEE IT!

DO I WANT TO BE A "SECRET" FRIEND?

ONLY OKAY TO BE MY FRIEND IF NOBODY KNOWS ABOUT IT?
WOULD THAT BE COOL WITH YOU?

BUT WHAT I'M NOT COOL WITH IS "I'M A NICE GUY..."
"UNLESS I CHOOSE TO XYZ TO YOU..."

AND THEY WANT EVERYONE TO THINK THEY ARE A "NICE GUY"
SO THEY WILL DEFEND THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU CAN'T DEFEND OR JUSTIFY SOMEONE TREATING YOU!!!!!!!!
THE WAY THEY TREAT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT THEY WOULDN'T TREAT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT THAT "I'M A NICE GUY" CRAP....
IS SO PEOPLE CAN BE LIKE: "HE'S A NICE GUY, EVERYONE!"

IS HE? BECAUSE IF HE WAS ACTUALLY A NICE GUY....
HE WOULD HAVE TREATED ME LIKE HE TREATS YOU!!!!!!!!!
BUT HE DIDN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!! CORRECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO IF HE IS TREATING ME DIFFERENTLY
THAN HOW HE TREATS YOU........
HE IS TREATING ME DIFFERENTLY THAN YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EVEN IF YOU SAY HE ISN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OR HOW "NICE" HE WANTS EVERYONE TO THINK HE IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE WANTS YOU TO THINK HE IS "NICE!"
SO YOU WILL BE HIS "FRIEND."

IF HE WANTED ME TO BE HIS "FRIEND."
HE WOULD HAVE BEEN "NICE" TO ME, TOO!
AND HE WOULD HAVE TOLD ME HIMSELF!
HE WOULD HAVE TREATED ME THE WAY HE TREATS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT..... IS HE DOING THAT?
OR..... IS HE NOT?

AND SINCE HE IS NOT......
HE GETS TO SAY FK ALL.....
ABOUT ME SAYING SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!