Binging

 Don't know how I came across it, 
but found a channel of a guy who is an antique dealer.
In western Canada. He buys hoarded houses and cleans them up.
Makes video series about the process and progress
and one house he cleaned out an renovated.
He finds lots of interesting things. Vintage stuff.
Been binge watching it.
Been working on some skills, too.
Playing with the slideshows and stuff.
I'm in the process of making a mini email course...
Graphics and other stuff.
Have a lot of different pages to make
and a system to build...

Anyway, been getting headaches
and not been eating enough. 
Haven't been outside for a while.
Since that time that car keep turning around and stuff...
Actually, I may have done a couple of grocery runs after that,
but been keeping to myself, indoors.

Getting calls from counsellors, 
been trying to keep track of appointments.
Have a few coming up, soon.

Been trying to find some decent background music
For the slides and have to get better at making slides.
Saw a video about how to do animations with the slides.
And I heard that people can make gifs from slides.
There's a bunch of stuff I've been learning about.

Most days are the same, these days. Not much new.
Still fighting my feelings about everything,
still up and down when it comes to those things
and those people and feeling pretty lost, still.

Mostly very real dreams.
Won't get into that, yet.