I'm hoping that the grill gets used again for lunch today,
because I forgot to take the trap out to take it to the pit.
I cleaned the surface of it and all that, I forgot that one part.
I might get in trouble for it. I hope not.
But I did forget. I'll be back in tomorrow.
And I'll probably be back on it. More eggs.
It's not good to forget stuff like that.
I just remembered just now. Whoops.
At least I didn't leave it all weekend.
But whoever takes it out will know that I forgot to take it out.
And I was cooking eggs on it... So... Yeah...
Like 300 eggs...
B**** said that I'm supposed to be able to do 300 in an hour...
I got all the eggs done in 2.5 hours... Which is as fast as I can go.
I accidentally dropped one on the floor because it slipped out of my hands.
But I have to remember to take the trap out next time.
Or I will be in big sh*t.
At least I know not to clean the grill with soapy water.
B**** told me that it stains the grill and f*cks it up.
We're supposed to pour oil on it
and then use a grill stone to scrub it.
The grill stone is made of charcoal, I think.
But yeah... Mistakes are made... I'm still learning.
If I've been there like 4 years and forgot to take the trap out...
Then yeah... But it's like my third time using the damn thing.
I really hope I'm not cooking pancakes tomorrow.
Eggs aren't that bad, but there are a lot.
I barely got them done before breakfast...
They were busy with sauces and other things...
And the stew for the stew cookoff thing.
It's a city wide competition thing. My first time hearing of it.
They won one year... They could win again this year.
J** is catering it, I'm not.
I haven't done any catering, yet.
Took a look in my flip book today.
It was about satisfaction and about the Universe today.
"True satisfaction isn't always found
by attaining measurable results.
Go deep within to find an abundance of joy."
"Its one response is healing,
without regard to what is brought to it."
Last year I was thinking more about developing in some ways.
A better relationship with myself and
a better relationship with the Universe.
Then, for whatever reason, I started thinking about
other relationships. Don't know why.
Feeling the void again, or something. Don't know.
Anyway... I was going to say that for a long time
I didn't trust myself, still don't 100%.
I don't trust the Universe as much as I should either.
I want things to work out for the best possible outcome, though.
Even if it's something I never saw coming.
Even if it is a blessing in disguise.
"Its one response is healing...
Regardless of what is brought to it..."
So no matter what it is, its response is to heal it.
And yes, I need healing in many areas of my life.
I've been resisting it.
By thinking the Universe was against me, it's not.
"Everyone is what we choose them to be to us."
"Everything is what we choose it to be to us."
If we choose to make the Universe public enemy #1,
then obviously, it won't be helping us out.
Only because we're resisting its natural state.
We can only allow what we allow, right?
What we aren't allowing, we're resisting.
I've been resisting a lot.
Like I wrote about yesterday, relief is letting go of resistance.
Every time I've felt relief, it's because I've let go of something
that I was resisting.
And there are forms of resistance.
It's not all about actively resisting, there's passive resistance, too.
Most of the time we don't realize that we've been resisting.
because I forgot to take the trap out to take it to the pit.
I cleaned the surface of it and all that, I forgot that one part.
I might get in trouble for it. I hope not.
But I did forget. I'll be back in tomorrow.
And I'll probably be back on it. More eggs.
It's not good to forget stuff like that.
I just remembered just now. Whoops.
At least I didn't leave it all weekend.
But whoever takes it out will know that I forgot to take it out.
And I was cooking eggs on it... So... Yeah...
Like 300 eggs...
B**** said that I'm supposed to be able to do 300 in an hour...
I got all the eggs done in 2.5 hours... Which is as fast as I can go.
I accidentally dropped one on the floor because it slipped out of my hands.
But I have to remember to take the trap out next time.
Or I will be in big sh*t.
At least I know not to clean the grill with soapy water.
B**** told me that it stains the grill and f*cks it up.
We're supposed to pour oil on it
and then use a grill stone to scrub it.
The grill stone is made of charcoal, I think.
But yeah... Mistakes are made... I'm still learning.
If I've been there like 4 years and forgot to take the trap out...
Then yeah... But it's like my third time using the damn thing.
I really hope I'm not cooking pancakes tomorrow.
Eggs aren't that bad, but there are a lot.
I barely got them done before breakfast...
They were busy with sauces and other things...
And the stew for the stew cookoff thing.
It's a city wide competition thing. My first time hearing of it.
They won one year... They could win again this year.
J** is catering it, I'm not.
I haven't done any catering, yet.
Took a look in my flip book today.
It was about satisfaction and about the Universe today.
"True satisfaction isn't always found
by attaining measurable results.
Go deep within to find an abundance of joy."
"Its one response is healing,
without regard to what is brought to it."
Last year I was thinking more about developing in some ways.
A better relationship with myself and
a better relationship with the Universe.
Then, for whatever reason, I started thinking about
other relationships. Don't know why.
Feeling the void again, or something. Don't know.
Anyway... I was going to say that for a long time
I didn't trust myself, still don't 100%.
I don't trust the Universe as much as I should either.
I want things to work out for the best possible outcome, though.
Even if it's something I never saw coming.
Even if it is a blessing in disguise.
"Its one response is healing...
Regardless of what is brought to it..."
So no matter what it is, its response is to heal it.
And yes, I need healing in many areas of my life.
I've been resisting it.
By thinking the Universe was against me, it's not.
"Everyone is what we choose them to be to us."
"Everything is what we choose it to be to us."
If we choose to make the Universe public enemy #1,
then obviously, it won't be helping us out.
Only because we're resisting its natural state.
We can only allow what we allow, right?
What we aren't allowing, we're resisting.
I've been resisting a lot.
Like I wrote about yesterday, relief is letting go of resistance.
Every time I've felt relief, it's because I've let go of something
that I was resisting.
And there are forms of resistance.
It's not all about actively resisting, there's passive resistance, too.
Most of the time we don't realize that we've been resisting.
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