Mister Blue Suit

First, I'll start off writing about the dream I had.
I was in a building that was attached to a community center,
but it was also attached to a home.
There was a diner at the community center.

I looked out the window and I saw ten sleeping polar bear babies.
Just curled up in the open, on the frozen lawn.
Which is strange because I rarely ever dream about polar bears,
let alone polar bear babies and they wouldn't sleep out in the open.

There was a guy in my dream I used to work with.
There was a store and his kids were there.
I bought his son some legos and we were playing legos.
All of a sudden the guy gets mad at me for playing with his son.
It was all so harmless and kids need that, to play.

There was also a house with a green roof. Green shingles.
It burned down, a neighbor who will be moving had been living there.
I saw him go back, to get some things from the burnt structure.

I was shocked to see a restaurant burned to the ground.
One near here. It had been there for so long. One of those changes.
And the dollar store is closing early next month. I will miss it.
Since W****** left the mall, the mall has been doing poorly.
People are coming over to the bigger mall closer to here.
Where W****** moved to. We were supposed to get a T*****,
but T***** pulled out of Canada and we sold our Zellers to them.
But there's one Zellers left. In Bellscorners somewhere.

Anyway, I did my morning ritual today.
The meditation was interesting. I saw Mister Blue Suit.

Back when I was going through all kinds of stuff,
and I was experimenting with drugs, I tried PCP for the first time.
I was about 15 years old at the time. The same age as my son is now,
(he's almost 16) anyway, it was the first time and only time I ever did it.
Some guys were looking to score some, but they didn't have enough money.
So they asked me for like $5 and I had it on me,
and because I gave them $5, they gave me a hit.

Mister Blue Suit is a painting on a brick wall downtown.
Of a man wearing a blue suit and he's walking somewhere.
I was high and I wanted to know what time it was.
So I saw Mister Blue Suit. I didn't see a painting of a person,
I saw a person. I was asking him what time it was.
Obviously he didn't tell me because it was a painting.

So during my meditation, I saw a brick wall,
then I saw Mister Blue Suit, but this time he talked to me.
He said, "Do you know what time it is?"
I said, "Tell me what time it is."
So he says, "It's time to wake up, it's time to grow, it's time to change."
Then I was underwater, in the ocean, with my eyes closed.
Being shooken by my friend who had in his grasp. Not letting me go.
He was trying to get me to open my eyes so that he could tell me
that he was going to pull me up and out of the water.
So he starts swimming up to the top, kicking his legs,
Pulling me to the top with him. Back to the surface where I can breathe.
Essentially saving my life.
Technically, that's what he's been doing without realizing it,
saving my life, pulling me up to the air so I can breathe.
Just by being a guiding light.

Then Mister Blue Suit again, "Now you know what time it is."
I said, "Thank you, Mister Blue Suit."
Mister Blue Suit says, "Any'time'."