Sometimes I remember my dreams after I wake up.
I guess the weirder they are, the longer I remember them.
I dreamt that I was in someone else's body or mind.
It was the first time I dreamt that.
The person was wanted by the police,
but the police were trying to kill him.
So he was running for his life, and so was I.
It was as though I was him. But I was still me. It was weird.
I've seen a documentary about multiple personality disorder.
There's a part in there that I found strange.
The woman kept saying that she wanted to go back into the wall.
It made me think of a ghost in someone's body
who wanted to go back into the wall.
Like the person checked out of their body,
but some other entity checked in.
What if what we think is multiple personality disorder
is really being inhabited by different spirits?
There's an interesting video I saw lately.
It's with a guy who goes to a store to get a drink.
As soon as he has the drink in his hand, he seems to become possessed.
What I noticed after watching it again, is that there is a reflection in the glass
of the refrigerator beside him after he falls to the floor,
after that reflection seems to go upwards, some items fall from the shelf.
Anyway, this video reminds me of a documentary about night terrors.
In this one, a guy had these night terrors that would make him act violently.
So much so that his wife barricaded herself and their children in the bedroom
while he slept on the couch.
At one point, the dude jumped out a window and had no realization of doing it
Until he woke up outside,
covered in broken glass and cuts. He had to get stitches.
What if he was acting out like that because he wasn't in control of his own body?
What if something else was controlling him?
I used to sleep walk when I was a kid. I'd wake up in the middle of the night
to use the washroom, but for what whatever reason, I'd go do other things
instead of going straight back to my bed.
Stupid little harmless things, but weird things.
Like going into my brother's room and turning the light on and off.
Repeatedly. While saying I needed paper.
My brother started crying and woke our mother up.
My mother just told me to go back to bed, so I did.
Woke up the next day, not knowing I had done that until she told me.
Once, my mother caught me trying to walk out the back door of our house,
buck naked, with my teddy bear and my pillow.
Good thing the door was locked. Who knows where I would have ended up...
I heard a story of a guy who was sleep walking
and pissed on someone's computer.
The guy whose computer it was, punched him in the face
and he just fell to the floor, still sleeping.
It was a funny story at the time, but scary that people who are sleep walk
are capable of doing almost anything.
There was a story of a guy who was sleep walking
and he drove miles and miles, killed someone,
then drove home and woke up in his bed, covered in blood.
Had no idea what had happened or what he'd done. That is scary.
What if when we are unconscious,
something can enter our body and take over?
Anyway, the night terror guy...
He was looking around and making sounds like the guy in the store video.
Which made me think that it isn't like a case of just sleep walking.
Most of my dreams seem realistic. I know they are dreams,
but I just have to let them play out. I have a hard time waking up
from a dream if it's really intense. I think it's because it's captivating me.
Also because I need to know what happens next.
I've heard of lucid dreaming, but I can't say I've ever had lucid dreams.
Lucid dreams are when you're aware you're dreaming
and you can control you dreams to an extent.
I had lots of flying dreams before.
Where I'm flying a few feet off the ground.
I'm always on my tummy, like I'm swimming, but through the air.
Those dreams are pretty fun.
Or the dreams that you can jump super high and when you jump
you're suspended in the air, like you're flying. Those are fun, too.
In those dreams, people look up and see me flying above them
and they're scared, but I find it funny.
Some people have reoccurring dreams
and sometimes people who have died visit them in their dreams.
I've had some dreams of my Grandmother and my Grandfather.
I've dreamt that I was inside their old house.
In one dream I had of my Grandfather,
he told me not to tell my Grandmother
that I dreamt of him because he said it would bother her. So I didn't.
I miss them so much.
I guess the weirder they are, the longer I remember them.
I dreamt that I was in someone else's body or mind.
It was the first time I dreamt that.
The person was wanted by the police,
but the police were trying to kill him.
So he was running for his life, and so was I.
It was as though I was him. But I was still me. It was weird.
I've seen a documentary about multiple personality disorder.
There's a part in there that I found strange.
The woman kept saying that she wanted to go back into the wall.
It made me think of a ghost in someone's body
who wanted to go back into the wall.
Like the person checked out of their body,
but some other entity checked in.
What if what we think is multiple personality disorder
is really being inhabited by different spirits?
There's an interesting video I saw lately.
It's with a guy who goes to a store to get a drink.
As soon as he has the drink in his hand, he seems to become possessed.
What I noticed after watching it again, is that there is a reflection in the glass
of the refrigerator beside him after he falls to the floor,
after that reflection seems to go upwards, some items fall from the shelf.
Anyway, this video reminds me of a documentary about night terrors.
In this one, a guy had these night terrors that would make him act violently.
So much so that his wife barricaded herself and their children in the bedroom
while he slept on the couch.
At one point, the dude jumped out a window and had no realization of doing it
Until he woke up outside,
covered in broken glass and cuts. He had to get stitches.
What if he was acting out like that because he wasn't in control of his own body?
What if something else was controlling him?
I used to sleep walk when I was a kid. I'd wake up in the middle of the night
to use the washroom, but for what whatever reason, I'd go do other things
instead of going straight back to my bed.
Stupid little harmless things, but weird things.
Like going into my brother's room and turning the light on and off.
Repeatedly. While saying I needed paper.
My brother started crying and woke our mother up.
My mother just told me to go back to bed, so I did.
Woke up the next day, not knowing I had done that until she told me.
Once, my mother caught me trying to walk out the back door of our house,
buck naked, with my teddy bear and my pillow.
Good thing the door was locked. Who knows where I would have ended up...
I heard a story of a guy who was sleep walking
and pissed on someone's computer.
The guy whose computer it was, punched him in the face
and he just fell to the floor, still sleeping.
It was a funny story at the time, but scary that people who are sleep walk
are capable of doing almost anything.
There was a story of a guy who was sleep walking
and he drove miles and miles, killed someone,
then drove home and woke up in his bed, covered in blood.
Had no idea what had happened or what he'd done. That is scary.
What if when we are unconscious,
something can enter our body and take over?
Anyway, the night terror guy...
He was looking around and making sounds like the guy in the store video.
Which made me think that it isn't like a case of just sleep walking.
Most of my dreams seem realistic. I know they are dreams,
but I just have to let them play out. I have a hard time waking up
from a dream if it's really intense. I think it's because it's captivating me.
Also because I need to know what happens next.
I've heard of lucid dreaming, but I can't say I've ever had lucid dreams.
Lucid dreams are when you're aware you're dreaming
and you can control you dreams to an extent.
I had lots of flying dreams before.
Where I'm flying a few feet off the ground.
I'm always on my tummy, like I'm swimming, but through the air.
Those dreams are pretty fun.
Or the dreams that you can jump super high and when you jump
you're suspended in the air, like you're flying. Those are fun, too.
In those dreams, people look up and see me flying above them
and they're scared, but I find it funny.
Some people have reoccurring dreams
and sometimes people who have died visit them in their dreams.
I've had some dreams of my Grandmother and my Grandfather.
I've dreamt that I was inside their old house.
In one dream I had of my Grandfather,
he told me not to tell my Grandmother
that I dreamt of him because he said it would bother her. So I didn't.
I miss them so much.
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