What's to Come

I like a site for tarot readings. I know that automatically sounds silly, but I like it.

The left card represents an important element of the past. The Fool, when reversed: Apathy, negligence, and dangerous carelessness. Unquenchable wanderlust. Obsession with someone or something. Losing all sense of proportion. Foolhardy adventuring and lack of interest in critical matters. Immature or unrealistic ideals. Strange impulses and desires coming from unexpected sources. Vanity, delirium, folly, and oblivion.

All true...

The middle card represents a deciding element of the present. Nine of Pentacles (Gain): Good luck attending material affairs. Attaining refinement and embracing elegance. Discipline and nobility applied to the maintenance of security and stability. The wise use of resources and foresight. The fulfillment that comes with accomplishment, and the turning of attention to higher things.

The restarting of my project. 

The right card represents a critical element of the future. The Tower, when reversed: Unexpected upheaval leading to a positive change in life. Catastrophe survived or narrowly avoided. A new lifestyle and enlightenment. May indicate a broken relationship, divorce, or failure in business or career.

There's supposed to be a lunar eclipse on the 8th. Which is all about the unexpect upheaval. As long as it leads to a positive change in life, right? Also, the number eight is the number of transformation. 

I've been reading into numerology lately. Been reading some other things also. 

Have to finish that book this week. It's weird how there were a few parts in the end of the story I'm reading that make me think of what has been happening in my life recently. The partings, the lost love letter. Maybe one day I'll write about that. Just not now. I keep wondering what could have been. But all the while telling myself that what should have been has already been.