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Friday, September 06, 2013

Life Lessons

Life Lessons... We Live... We Learn....

Here's a guy who has a bunch of Life Lesson videos. His name is Milton  Creagh.

I searched 'how to get your life together' on youtube.

Volume 7 is called "Stay Away From Crack" Here's another good reason to stay away from crack...
A documentary all about crack...

Obviously you can't get your life together high on crack... It only came up because of volume 7 of Life Lessons.

It just shows one extreme lifestyle. It also shows how crack is made, which is interesting. I guess. How they grind up a plant and mix it with chemicals and turn it into powder.

Here is a documentary on pills. Another one about heroine and other pills.... Pills are so easy to find on the streets. Honestly, I had a problem with them when I was younger. Not Oxys. It was prescription though. So... In effect I HAVE come a long way from the sh*t I used to do. I even refuse to take anti-depressants now. Depression is a natural reaction to f*cked up situations or seemingly f*cked up situations. BUT... With natural reactions to 'life', there are natural ways to cope with those reactions. It's called using your mind to your benefit. THINK and keep THINKING.... There are so many people who DRINK, but when you drink, sure you're relaxed, but you can't THINK like you can when you are SOBER. Not just sober from booze, but booze and pills and everything people use to hide behind. I should know because I can see the difference. I do still like to drink, but it's not a problem now. It used to be when I was hiding with other hiders. I still use it to escape. But if I can crave it and still stay home without going out to get it, I know it's not a problem. If I can make it a week without it, I know it's not a problem. Yeah, a week isn't a long time, but for someone who used to drink every day.... That is a long time. And to only have a few instead of drinking until you can't walk without falling or passing out.... If you knew me then, you wouldn't want to know me. I was a punk for that lack of a better word. But at least I never hurt anyone to get what I thought I needed.

Everyone has a past, a present, a future. Yet I still think our futures have already happened and that we are just living a pre-recorded existence. 

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