Since we got rid of the pennies, I'm not sure what to think.... The other day I was at Walmart. Instead of rounding up the price or whatever, my total was $20.27. I gave the cashier $20.30. So my change should have been 3 cents. I got 5 cents change instead. So I technically made 2 cents off this no penny bullsh*t. Do the businesses realize that 2 cents here and there is going to add up to 2 dollars here and there, then 200 dollars here and there? I know it'll take lots of pennies to come up to 200 dollars, but it does add up....
I hate how technical the world is getting. I like to think I'm retro for a reason. Plus, I'm kind of sentimental... So I keep things that I may not exactly have a specific use for or use every day or even once a month... I keep it because it's part of my past. Which is kind of sad, I know. Living for nostalgia.
Someone I know has an interest in computers. I don't like talking about that stuff, but he does. It drives me crazy and gives me a headache because I'm trying to keep up with just TRYING TO UNDERSTAND what the f*ck he is talking about. That is why I'm not mechanically inclined or interested much in technology. I don't understand much about it. Everything about it seems complicated. That is why it does not interest me. It is supposed to be making life easier... It is kind of a pain in the butt to learn about and get used to. By the time I learn all the stuff about it (which I have a hard time remembering anyway) something else changes. I don't handle change so well. I don't know why. I should be able to adapt, but it is still hard. I don't even know why it is so hard. I only know that it is. I guess changes are hard for sentimental people. I see much more in things than other people do.
But... Having said that, I realize that I have far too many things in my apartment that I need to purge. I would love to be able to just have a few things that I can just set aside in case of an emergency and say that they are the most important items that I would rescue in case of a fire or something. I did go through my audio cassettes and got rid or a huge bag of them. I'm happy about that. I have a little bit more space now. Eventually I will downsize some more. I really do need to downsize a lot. I know that eventually I will probably have to move from here. It has been 9 years this year.... I am not looking forward to moving at all. The only thing is that I hope to have downsized enough that when I do have to move, it won't be a difficult transition. Moving is stressful enough without the added stress of having to get rid of things after moving. I would rather do that before I move.
I am having a hard time getting to sleep tonight. But I still need to try because I have a meeting in the morning and my son is coming over in the afternoon. We are going out to see a show tomorrow night. I hope we will have fun together. Last time it was pretty good and we had a good time. Also, he fell asleep on the way home and went straight to bed because he was so tired. I don't always have a hard time getting him to get to sleep, but it is nice when he is so tired that he gets a good night's sleep.... Speaking of which....
I hate how technical the world is getting. I like to think I'm retro for a reason. Plus, I'm kind of sentimental... So I keep things that I may not exactly have a specific use for or use every day or even once a month... I keep it because it's part of my past. Which is kind of sad, I know. Living for nostalgia.
Someone I know has an interest in computers. I don't like talking about that stuff, but he does. It drives me crazy and gives me a headache because I'm trying to keep up with just TRYING TO UNDERSTAND what the f*ck he is talking about. That is why I'm not mechanically inclined or interested much in technology. I don't understand much about it. Everything about it seems complicated. That is why it does not interest me. It is supposed to be making life easier... It is kind of a pain in the butt to learn about and get used to. By the time I learn all the stuff about it (which I have a hard time remembering anyway) something else changes. I don't handle change so well. I don't know why. I should be able to adapt, but it is still hard. I don't even know why it is so hard. I only know that it is. I guess changes are hard for sentimental people. I see much more in things than other people do.
But... Having said that, I realize that I have far too many things in my apartment that I need to purge. I would love to be able to just have a few things that I can just set aside in case of an emergency and say that they are the most important items that I would rescue in case of a fire or something. I did go through my audio cassettes and got rid or a huge bag of them. I'm happy about that. I have a little bit more space now. Eventually I will downsize some more. I really do need to downsize a lot. I know that eventually I will probably have to move from here. It has been 9 years this year.... I am not looking forward to moving at all. The only thing is that I hope to have downsized enough that when I do have to move, it won't be a difficult transition. Moving is stressful enough without the added stress of having to get rid of things after moving. I would rather do that before I move.
I am having a hard time getting to sleep tonight. But I still need to try because I have a meeting in the morning and my son is coming over in the afternoon. We are going out to see a show tomorrow night. I hope we will have fun together. Last time it was pretty good and we had a good time. Also, he fell asleep on the way home and went straight to bed because he was so tired. I don't always have a hard time getting him to get to sleep, but it is nice when he is so tired that he gets a good night's sleep.... Speaking of which....
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