I found out someone has been accessing my gmail account. I don't know who it is. I found out because there are two ip addresses. One is mine, the other is mobile. Which means it is from a cell phone. I don't even have a cell phone. I've been trying to figure it out, where this ip address is coming from, but all I can find out is that it is from P*****. The same internet provider I am using. I only know one other person with that service provider. That doesn't prove anything, but the ip address helps and at least I can check to see when they are looking at my email, and even changed my password. BUT passwords can be jacked. So this has been bothering me. A lot. I figure someone might be lying to me, but it's hard to find out the truth. I will eventually.
If it is that guy from 3 years ago stalking me or someone else stalking me and telling me it is that guy from 3 years ago... Either way, someone is doing it. And they will get caught eventually. If it is someone lying to me then I will have no choice but to cut off all ties because that is ridiculous. There is possessiveness but there is also obsession. Neither is healthy. I don't want someone who thinks they can have access to every part of my life. There is a such thing as privacy. Even if I think a spouse is cheating on me (if I had a spouse), I would have no right to go into their email account to dig up stuff.
It doesn't make sense that someone from 3 years ago suddenly comes into my life to mess with me. It would be messed up, but not highly likely. It makes sense that someone who wants to know what I'm being secretive about or why I'm being secretive wants to find a way to 'check up' on me. That makes much more sense.
At first I wanted to believe that it was the first one, because the second one just seems pretty messed up. Well, both are messed up scenarios. But what is more messed up? The first or second scenario? It doesn't make sense any of it. But 3 years is a long time to plan things and think things up. If what they want is revenge (and I don't know why). Could be anything when a guy's pride is put in the line of fire. It just goes to show how much of an ego some people have and how far they go to inflate it. It makes me mad because either way, I'm not the one doing this to anyone. It is being done to me.
Oh, and whoever it is, isn't someone who reads my blogs because I checked that, too. That ip address isn't coming up in the visitor logs. I don't check every visitor's ip address, just had to see if it was someone who visits my blogs is all. And it's not. That doesn't mean anything either, but is still good to know. Just in case it helps me narrow it down.
Off topic... I'm starting to put together my first ebook. I am still in the preliminary stages, but we'll see how it goes. It is just an ebook of poetry of mine with some pictures in it. I'll even add some pictures I took myself. Lately, I have been checking out the Creative Commons on flickr for some shots that I'm editing in Picasa 3. So that is what I'm doing these days.
Still stressed out about the holidays. It is pissing me off that I'm already stressed out and someone goes to the length they have to make it almost complete with more craziness. I know I shouldn't let it bother me as much as it is, but it is on my mind and I can't help it.
If it is that guy from 3 years ago stalking me or someone else stalking me and telling me it is that guy from 3 years ago... Either way, someone is doing it. And they will get caught eventually. If it is someone lying to me then I will have no choice but to cut off all ties because that is ridiculous. There is possessiveness but there is also obsession. Neither is healthy. I don't want someone who thinks they can have access to every part of my life. There is a such thing as privacy. Even if I think a spouse is cheating on me (if I had a spouse), I would have no right to go into their email account to dig up stuff.
It doesn't make sense that someone from 3 years ago suddenly comes into my life to mess with me. It would be messed up, but not highly likely. It makes sense that someone who wants to know what I'm being secretive about or why I'm being secretive wants to find a way to 'check up' on me. That makes much more sense.
At first I wanted to believe that it was the first one, because the second one just seems pretty messed up. Well, both are messed up scenarios. But what is more messed up? The first or second scenario? It doesn't make sense any of it. But 3 years is a long time to plan things and think things up. If what they want is revenge (and I don't know why). Could be anything when a guy's pride is put in the line of fire. It just goes to show how much of an ego some people have and how far they go to inflate it. It makes me mad because either way, I'm not the one doing this to anyone. It is being done to me.
Oh, and whoever it is, isn't someone who reads my blogs because I checked that, too. That ip address isn't coming up in the visitor logs. I don't check every visitor's ip address, just had to see if it was someone who visits my blogs is all. And it's not. That doesn't mean anything either, but is still good to know. Just in case it helps me narrow it down.
Off topic... I'm starting to put together my first ebook. I am still in the preliminary stages, but we'll see how it goes. It is just an ebook of poetry of mine with some pictures in it. I'll even add some pictures I took myself. Lately, I have been checking out the Creative Commons on flickr for some shots that I'm editing in Picasa 3. So that is what I'm doing these days.
Still stressed out about the holidays. It is pissing me off that I'm already stressed out and someone goes to the length they have to make it almost complete with more craziness. I know I shouldn't let it bother me as much as it is, but it is on my mind and I can't help it.
1 comment:
Xmas brings out the crazy in everyone. Anyway, figuring out IP addresses are a tough one. IP addresses are dynamic and assigned at login for some people...First sacn for viruses on you computer... clean any you find..then chsnge your password....Worst case. get a new email address. Outlook.com is pretty good.
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