What am I up to today? Well, I have to put some laundry away that I washed last night. I have some nice soup to eat. I'm meeting with my case worker today, too. I think that we'll just talk about goals today. Not sure yet. I never really have a plan in mind. I know I have things I've been putting off. It's weird. I know I have to do these things but they make me really nervous, just thinking of those things.
I have zero energy these days. Cleaning is one thing I have to do today. I have to do a lot of cleaning actually. I haven't really done much of that in a bit. Just sitting here, feeling like crap.
But last night I was working on my top secret project. That helped make me feel better because I know that it's going to be a big surprise and the person I'm giving it to will be surprised. Also, I want to finish it so that I can start something else. I have so many projects hanging around... Unfinished projects. I have the rest of June, July, August, and September to work on it.
I don't want to believe that the world will end on December 21rst, this year. Too many things to do. Life is short enough as it is. Seriously.
I'm really tired. Haven't been getting enough sleep. Not for a long time have I had a good, deep sleep, with no interruptions. That's why I stay up late. Nobody calls me at night. I have this one friend who keeps calling and calling if he can't get in touch with me. Usually because I just need to sleep. It gets on my nerves. I know he cares and wants to hang out, and it's nice to have someone to hang out with, but CALL ONCE AND LEAVE A MESSAGE OR SOMETHING. I get cranky when I'm trying to sleep and the phone keeps ringing. I would unplug it, only, I would forget that I unplugged it and be like: WTF! I just paid those phone bastards! Then be all: Oooops!
I had some jerk keep calling me because when he went to get a new phone line through (STUPIDEST PHONE COMPANY EVER) they were going to hook him up with my number. They had it as unlisted. I was in the process of getting my phone line back because I was late with a payment so they just cut me off.
Then, he was all like: "No, they gave that number to me. Why do you have it? I'm calling (STUPIDEST PHONE COMPANY EVER)!" So he b*tched at them. They cut me off again. Then when I got it back again, I kept getting calls for some stupid guy named D. Ferguson. I still get calls for this guy sometimes and this was like 4 years ago or more.
I used to get calls for (I forget the guy's name) but I changed my number 4 times, even moved, and was still getting calls for that guy. My brother gave my number to a payday loan type place. They kept calling me, sometimes 4 days a week. It p*ssed me off. I should give his number to some place that'll keep calling him! THERE! TAKE THAT!
When I was pregnant, I'd get calls at 6:30 am, from some drunken idiot. It got to the point where I was like: "If you ever call this number again, I'll trace your call, and call the cops on you." Then I hung up. He never called again. Thank Goodness.
One call I got, was actually 3 calls that were kind of the same. I answered. Nobody there on the other line. I eventually hung up, traced the number, called back, and there was that automated message saying this number has been disconnected. It was weird. It was a recorded message saying: "This number is no longer in use." How could that be so? I JUST got a call from there like 3 minutes ago! It didn't make any sense.
One of the funniest calls was from a woman who was trying to call her daughter. I forget her daughter's name. She was all like chatting away to me, thinking I was her daughter, and I was trying to figure out who this lady was... When she finally realized that I wasn't her... It was funny. I wasn't even trying to pretend that I was her daughter, I just kept talking to her. I thought she was someone from church or somewhere.
It's weird. When I call my mother, she's like: "What do you want?" Not exactly like that, but that's pretty much what she asks. I think she does that because she usually only calls me if she wants something. Not to just talk, or ask me how I am doing. I wish I had a mom who'd call me just because she wanted to know how I was doing. That would be a bonus. The double bonus would be if she called and asked me if I needed anything.
I got some food today, and I feel good about that. I was really running low on food. It always happens at the end of the month. Hopefully, next month will be different. I always end up being super crazy broke when there are 10 days left of the month. Even when I was working, I was always starving. I always had food for my kid, but hardly any for myself.
My kid likes to eat weird stuff. He loves sea food. He calls it fish food. He'll eat octopus tentacles, muscles, oysters, clams... You name it, he'll eat it. He loves the Chinese Buffet place. He loads up on those calamari things. And BRUSSELS Sprouts! He loves those. I remember taking him to Farm Boy one day and people were so amazed at how excited he was to get a bag of brussel sprouts. No matter how I spell it, it still looks wrong and spell check apparently doesn't like Brussell Sprouts.
I gave my cat some tuna today. I spoil her sometimes. I keep catching her pooping in my laundry. At least it is dirty laundry, but still! So no temptation treats for her lately. I should film her going nuts over those treats. She even knows the word TREAT.
I wish I could have a nap, but I have to go out in less than an hour. I guess I could rest a little bit.... I need some soup or something.
I have zero energy these days. Cleaning is one thing I have to do today. I have to do a lot of cleaning actually. I haven't really done much of that in a bit. Just sitting here, feeling like crap.
But last night I was working on my top secret project. That helped make me feel better because I know that it's going to be a big surprise and the person I'm giving it to will be surprised. Also, I want to finish it so that I can start something else. I have so many projects hanging around... Unfinished projects. I have the rest of June, July, August, and September to work on it.
I don't want to believe that the world will end on December 21rst, this year. Too many things to do. Life is short enough as it is. Seriously.
I'm really tired. Haven't been getting enough sleep. Not for a long time have I had a good, deep sleep, with no interruptions. That's why I stay up late. Nobody calls me at night. I have this one friend who keeps calling and calling if he can't get in touch with me. Usually because I just need to sleep. It gets on my nerves. I know he cares and wants to hang out, and it's nice to have someone to hang out with, but CALL ONCE AND LEAVE A MESSAGE OR SOMETHING. I get cranky when I'm trying to sleep and the phone keeps ringing. I would unplug it, only, I would forget that I unplugged it and be like: WTF! I just paid those phone bastards! Then be all: Oooops!
I had some jerk keep calling me because when he went to get a new phone line through (STUPIDEST PHONE COMPANY EVER) they were going to hook him up with my number. They had it as unlisted. I was in the process of getting my phone line back because I was late with a payment so they just cut me off.
Then, he was all like: "No, they gave that number to me. Why do you have it? I'm calling (STUPIDEST PHONE COMPANY EVER)!" So he b*tched at them. They cut me off again. Then when I got it back again, I kept getting calls for some stupid guy named D. Ferguson. I still get calls for this guy sometimes and this was like 4 years ago or more.
I used to get calls for (I forget the guy's name) but I changed my number 4 times, even moved, and was still getting calls for that guy. My brother gave my number to a payday loan type place. They kept calling me, sometimes 4 days a week. It p*ssed me off. I should give his number to some place that'll keep calling him! THERE! TAKE THAT!
When I was pregnant, I'd get calls at 6:30 am, from some drunken idiot. It got to the point where I was like: "If you ever call this number again, I'll trace your call, and call the cops on you." Then I hung up. He never called again. Thank Goodness.
One call I got, was actually 3 calls that were kind of the same. I answered. Nobody there on the other line. I eventually hung up, traced the number, called back, and there was that automated message saying this number has been disconnected. It was weird. It was a recorded message saying: "This number is no longer in use." How could that be so? I JUST got a call from there like 3 minutes ago! It didn't make any sense.
One of the funniest calls was from a woman who was trying to call her daughter. I forget her daughter's name. She was all like chatting away to me, thinking I was her daughter, and I was trying to figure out who this lady was... When she finally realized that I wasn't her... It was funny. I wasn't even trying to pretend that I was her daughter, I just kept talking to her. I thought she was someone from church or somewhere.
It's weird. When I call my mother, she's like: "What do you want?" Not exactly like that, but that's pretty much what she asks. I think she does that because she usually only calls me if she wants something. Not to just talk, or ask me how I am doing. I wish I had a mom who'd call me just because she wanted to know how I was doing. That would be a bonus. The double bonus would be if she called and asked me if I needed anything.
I got some food today, and I feel good about that. I was really running low on food. It always happens at the end of the month. Hopefully, next month will be different. I always end up being super crazy broke when there are 10 days left of the month. Even when I was working, I was always starving. I always had food for my kid, but hardly any for myself.
My kid likes to eat weird stuff. He loves sea food. He calls it fish food. He'll eat octopus tentacles, muscles, oysters, clams... You name it, he'll eat it. He loves the Chinese Buffet place. He loads up on those calamari things. And BRUSSELS Sprouts! He loves those. I remember taking him to Farm Boy one day and people were so amazed at how excited he was to get a bag of brussel sprouts. No matter how I spell it, it still looks wrong and spell check apparently doesn't like Brussell Sprouts.
I gave my cat some tuna today. I spoil her sometimes. I keep catching her pooping in my laundry. At least it is dirty laundry, but still! So no temptation treats for her lately. I should film her going nuts over those treats. She even knows the word TREAT.
I wish I could have a nap, but I have to go out in less than an hour. I guess I could rest a little bit.... I need some soup or something.
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