Things Might be Changing

The courage to change might be overcoming the fear involved. I know changes are necessary. They are in fact overdue. I want to change my mind. The way it works so that I can start thinking real thoughts and not just reactive thoughts. I've been thinking with that part of my brain for so long that it'll be really hard to think differently than what I'm used to. I need to start planning in the new year. I want to feel what it's like to achieve something again. Accomplishing something always made me want to try harder. I just need to make an achievement to start getting me to go for what I want in life. It makes me feel like I CAN DO IT. That feeling is something I should feel all the time.

Anyways, I was reading the newspaper and it was talking about how they are going to be making cuts to the city transit system. So now the services are going to be reduced. Making people even more frustrated than they are. If they go on strike again, so help me! I'm starting to get used to being able to get around. Instead of the system being better, it's going to be worse. Yay backwardism.

I was watching The Biggest Loser tonight. The finale. I was rooting for Danny the whole season. I was impressed with his results. I'm sure I'm not the only one who can say that. His family has got to be extremely proud of him. He's got a good reason to be proud of himself, too. He was pretty shocked when he won. He expected Rudy to win. Rudy expected to win, too. Wasn't to be.
Way to go Danny!

I'm watching Pretty in Pink. It's at the end now. I liked her in the Breakfast Club, but it's strange seeing her in other movies. Especially without the actors of the Breakfast Club. I wonder what she's up to in her career lately. I haven't heard much about a lot of actresses. Sometimes you hear about what Mary Tyler Moore is up to, but not very often. She's a Capricorn, like me. Sometimes I sing that song from her show. "It's you girl, and you should know it! ... With every little movement you show it! Love is all around no need to fake it. Love is all around why don't you take it? You're going to make it after all!" To remind myself that I can make it, too