I Rarely Get On Here

Geez, the last time I was even on the computer was on Canada Day... Relax people. That's what I'm trying to do. I mean, the internet is al great and wonderful, but it shouldn't be the main focus in people's lives. I used to have an adiction to the internet. Now I can live without it in my DAILY life.

I get lonely, but I'd rather go outside than go on MSN or the net just for some sort of social life. I have friends to talk to on the phone and I do need to get out more. Hard to get around the city with no money. Still waiting.

One of my friends told me she'd help me with my taxes. I have a million and one things to do. I just wish that people would realize: 1) I don't have a computer at home anymore, 2) I don't have internet at home, 3) I don't want to rely on machines to keep me happy.

One of my friends lent me a book called 'Flow'. I can't even pronounce the author's name. I think he is German. He's a psychologist. Anyway, I've been reading it here and there. One thing it points out is that the universe was not designed for the comfort of its habitents. People, animals. Creatures of any kind. Why? Because the universe is indifferent to our needs. The universe doesn't care about anything. It is not a feeling entity. So whatever we need we have to do and get for ourselves. We can't rely on things or other people to make us happy. It comes from the balance that we achieve for ourselves.

I'll try to keep posting. However, it will probably be few and far in between. For now. Until I get completely stable.